Working on this. Please bare with me.

.My.Info.

Legal Name: Cassondra Aura Cain-Berg-Chakkapark
Blood Name: Osala
Favorite Color: Black and purple (duh, look at the layout!)
Siblings: Had one person that I used to consider to be a big brother, although I'm not actually related to him, and that relationship went down the drain (like they always do with me). There were quite a few other people who have "adopted" me for a little sister, but I don't really have much of a connection with them anymore. "Adopted" for myself a little sister, Becca, and have two other very close friends that I love dearly, although I'm not sure if it's a sexual way or not yet. It doesn't matter, I care about them and that's all I need to know.
Status: .Single.Taken. Had a boyfriend up until the begining of this month, though we split because of morality differences. Shockingly, I was not the one at fault for this one. I've moved on, though I doubt he hasn't yet. Maybe one day I'll find someone who won't break my heart, but what are the odds of that happening? Had another boyfriend, but he left for Arizona and I won't be seeing him for a while. Right now, I'll love who I love, and that doesn't mean it is always going to be sexual. Free love philosophy.

.My.Stats.
Current Weight: 12.0 lbs. [as of August 25th 2007 - Have to keep my weight up, so that my medication doesn't kill what's left of my body]
High Weight: 130.0 lbs. [as of May 15th 2005]
Low Weight: 115.4 lbs. [as of June 7th 2006]
Height: 5' 5" (65 in.)
Disorder: SI [Self-Injury], ODD [Oppositional-Defiant Disorder], [dementia], [Bipolar II Disorder], [pill Pixie], [major clinical depression], [druggie], [randomly insane and willing to entertain morbid thoughts], [basically, fucked-up]

.My.Life.
I always have trouble with sections about me. There are so many different aspects of me that I can never decided where to start.
Aside from being a writer, I am also a half-assed student. My grades are usually in the C to F range, though recently they have improved on account of things on being so stressful all the time. Things have been going quite well, I have some god friends that I trust and that help to keep me mostly sane.

Anyway...

Writing has always been a way for me to express feelings and emotions that I never quite learned how to deal with. It was my saving grace at times, keeping me from jumping out in front of a bus, or from finding myself on some nightmarish psych ward. But sometimes, written confession isn't enough to release my repressed emotions. Sometimes, action is required, which is why I keep a constant supply of razorblades and anorexia and drugs close at hand.
Death is the key to most of my writings. I have experienced the deaths of my mother, as well as several close friends and many, many family members. I feel I have a view of death that most people don't, so I attempt to capture my passionate and painful affair with death.
I am bisexual with deep passions for women's causes. I am also a practicing Witch. I find my spiritual path to be quite unique with a mix of faiths and philosophies.
I am a lover of animals and fight constantly for their rights. I even have my own little private zoo!
So there you have it, a little about your hostess. If you want to know more, email me!