Dear Love

dear love, the time has come
i can no longer live with the pain
the hurt that i cause in everyone
it never ends
there is no more comfort for me
no more reason left for me to be here
i try and only end up failing
so many times have i tried
you will never understand
no one can understand anymore
it has gone too far
my heart has bled for the last time
for now the blood will run
and i will become cold at last

dear love, can you forgive me
because i can not forgive myself
too many times i have attempted
tried to make it better
but it just ends up getting worse
i can't live with this anymore
there is no where to take solace
no haven for my soul
i have been defeated finally
and i have given in
the pain grew too much
within me

dear love, in the dark night
i am alone
and i cannot survive with that
the voice of reason left me
so very long ago
i can't bleed anymore
my heart has died