Whirlwind of Emotions

Happiness then, sadness now,
What gives?
Seems I've lost my will to live.
Anything and everything in my life,
just movin' away one at a time.
Feels like I've committed
some horrible crime.

Noone is left,
I've accepted my fate,
There is no other half to me,
Just the end of the line.....of fate.

I used to know happiness,
but it too left me.
What is it that
People don't see.

I'm down in a hole,
with no ladder out,
only thing I see
is a deep black cloud.

My heart is beating in front of my eyes,
Can't see truth, only lies.
I have this illusion which enshrouds,
Like LSD on the 23rd floor.


Can anyone help me?
keep me out of the ground?
Keep my mind free
of the pain all around?

Jordan Mamet