Philosophy using Krishnamurti & then some of my own writing on how I regard "truth" in colloquial terms this alludes to a hint of some of the places where I think science still fits in, and that is given past my more throwaway commentary on the page

Krishnamurti & awareness of conditioning going against something is still reacting to it

As if it was narcissism as I suspend alternate questions on how we construct, cry & concede ; a look within ourselves and others - regaining and growing again in the capacity for intimacy and feeling as I used to be

Juxtacult poetry ; care of emotions without dogmatic belief systems ; "motivation"

Skip to a more direct approach as to underlying reasons why "independence" began to leave me cold

Why ... An alternative short passage offered again to visit - one that can be taken as a discussion inclusive of how esteem gets taught (with much confused whining) [sometimes accessed via "Raw"]

My Undoing : Textured - suddenly awoken about my questioned ability to love, to care and even just to be (recommended for the satisfactory overall review and closure it gives pertaining to the subject if it has not been read already)

 

Rough Notes Against Method - I can sound pretty insane when my only focus is to get notes down

Crushed Whinebox - On not being so consciously "cultured" (an extra page became full of boxed thought itself - I wish my light thoughts wouldn't always end up sounding so intense on one hand, yet like a lot of extraneous fluff on the other, and thus going by many that respond, these muck up my intentions of just letting stuff go and not being so imposing ... this is terribly nonsensical ...)

Prelim Research Notes