Poems Copywriten by Sarah Sophie
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Looking back
I never knew true love, until the day that I met you.
I knew we'd be together,I knew you felt it too.
But those times have past, and now I must be strong
Looking back at the memories I've learned, won't help me along.
Sometimes I can't help it, I look back at all the times we've shared.
Like the time we were together, and you promised to always be their.
The times you made me happy, even when my days were blue.
When you looked me in the eyes, and sweetly said "I love you."
You could make me happy, to the point I cried at night.
Sometimes I even worried, but you told me everything was alright.
Now that those days are gone, i'm slowing recovering and trying to move on.
You taught me how to love someone
Taught me how to care.
You showed me that love is true, and that it will always be there.
I know I'll always remember, your warm gentle embrass.
But now it's time to move on, and put my smile back on my face.
Because, I have to face, the fact that we are threw. Just remember that I will always love you.


It hurts
It hurts to know I loved you and you never cared
It hurts to know you made my life lonely and unfair
It hurts to know you smile on my saddest days
It hurts to know your not afraid to say mean things to my face
It hurts me to know what we had is nothing but just one of my other million memories
It hurts me when you make me feel like I can't even breathe
It hurts me when she cheats one you
It hurts me even more when I hear what she put you threw
It hurts to know you are sad
It hurts me to the point where I get mad
It hurts me just as much as it hurts you
Because that's exactly what I felt when thats what you put me threw.


To my bestfriend Natasha
You've been hurt by him so many times
He left you lonely, to sit and cry
You felt like know body cared
Even though I said i'll always be there
I understand what your going threw
It isn't easy, so i'm here for you
He put you down in so many ways
Then said he loved you, to your face
If I were you, I would have believed him too.
I hope you would be there for me as I am for you.
Love isn't easy, or never fair
People say true love is rare
I know what you felt for him was definatly true
I'm your bestfriend, i'm here to help you threw
So, if you need anything, to talk, or me to make you laugh
Just let me know, and i'll do my best.
I am only doing this because you would do this for me
That's how much as a bestfriend you mean to me.


When i'm lonely
When i'm lonely I think about you
The good times we had and what we use to do
Cuddle infront of all our friends
Talk on the phone late at night till no end
Life felt so perfect, you treated me so right.
I promised you i'd never leave
You told me that our love was real
After all we are only young
It turned out those feelings of love and emotion were stupid and dumb
You moved on, and so i'm trying
It's so hard to learn to stop the crying.
I don't think I love you, but I know I do
I promised myself i'll never crawl back to you
Two chances is more than enough
It turns out, it wasnt true love


Threw
Ripped up your pictures
Threw them away
You done me wrong and now its time to pay
It wasn't just once, you made it twice
This time I wont let it go
I am sick of being nice
You could look me in the eyes and say you loved me
Yet you have the heart to back stab me
Denying your love was ever true
It for sure is time to say good bye to you
You didn't ruin my life
Infact i'm fine
The day you left me, I wasn't even crying
My heart was broken, for a minute or two
Now thanks to my girls I can finally say
Life is better with out you anyway.


Hurtin' Me
Nothing can compare
To everything you've done to me
All the shit you put me threw
Maybe it's a good thing you left me
You braught me down
To someone I've never imagined to be
You always played with my mind
Telling me I was your everything
Physically and mentally abusing
Isnt right, hopefully now you see
Remembering all those times
You told me it'll be alright
Holding me close at night
Then pushing me and getting into another fight
I've finally grown up now
I finally learned to turn you down
I won't take it no more
You lost this game of war
So dont try running back to me
It wont be that easy
I have someone new in my life
Someone who will actually treat me right


Lost without you
My heart cant take no more lies My eyes are all out of cries Nothing was more precious Than having you in my life I gave you everything you could have ever asked for If it's possible I would have gave you so much more Sometimes I cant take it I break down and cry Without a reason why I think it's because of you and what you put me threw I cant be sure I thought I didnt love you anymore Everything is gone now Nothing worth living for I know I probably sound crazy But I really love you The only thing that was keeping me together was being with someone like you I know you think i'm doing fine You think im alright But you wouldnt believe how many tears I cry at night Sometimes I hate myself For being in love But I cant help myself It's a trap from up above It's so hard to forget about you I need you in my life I want you by my side Some day you'll understand why Please don't make this our last goodbye


I still love you
It's not the fact you hurt me
or even made me cry
it's that I still love you even though i'm with another guy
it's not I don't care for him
but the pain I feel for you is so intense
I know all I did to myself was got me into a bigger mess
The feeling of pain felt like it was gone
Like I didn't have to worry or feel cold, and lost
I felt like I was strong enough, to just let everything go
When someone asked if I still loved you, I had the courage to say "No"
I guess you dont realise what you have untill its gone
My life will never be the same, but that doesnt mean I can't be strong
Even if you don't love me, I always will
Because thats a gift God gave me, and I promise i've kept still. Our love
It felt so right
even though we knew it was wrong
sweet thoughts, and being held in your arms
you treated me like an angel
just like I wanted to be
it felt like a dream that I never thought would come true
before we were together, I knew I would fall inlove with you
people thought we were crazy for all that we were threw
there was so many times I could have said my last goodbye to you
We proved the world, and everyone in it
that our love was stronger than a bunch of lies, and the bitches who started to begin it
Even though you left me all alone
I have to be strong
loving you I will not regret
for what I felt was true
this poem is just to tell you how much I still care for you

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