Flowers lie on the grave, adding color to the lifeless gray stone. Four figures stood
solemnly with their heads bowed. A gentle breeze blew, making the cherry blossoms flutter
in a silent dance. And the wind whispered the thought, You didnt
understand. You never really tried, did you? Did you ever think to ask if everything was
okay? You never cared to question the reason behind those ridiculous answers given during
interviews.
You thought everything was all right, while I struggled by myself. I did, you
know. Though you were always by my side, I was alone.
"You never talked to us. You always kept to yourself..."
Did you ever notice? ...I tried to get your attention. You thought it was an act,
when Id mention about my life. "always joking, ne?" youd say.
"I... I wish he could have trusted us enough to let us help him..." tears
fell freely from the young mans eyes.
I trusted you... but you kept pushing me away. "Youre so
strange," you said. "Why dont you answer truthfully?" Strange? No,
just... too proud to ask for help... too afraid to show you what I felt. It was hard for
me, you know?
I needed someone to help carry the burden. But you never wanted to spare even a few
moments for me.
"We were here for you all the time."
I was alone. With everyone around me I was still alone. I couldnt handle
it... I...
"...why?"
You didnt understand. You still dont.
The wind sighed and whispered, Im so tired...
As the cherry blossoms danced, the falling tears made dark splotches on the stoic
stone.
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ak's comments: ee... kinda depressing (to me, at least). ...is it bad luck to write a
story about someone's death when they're still alive?
Saa, this was based on the poem "not waving, but drowning" by Stevie Smith, but
DEG's "Room #304, Harukana no Sakura" influenced me a lot. ...I didn't really
wanna say names, but I was never too good at being vague. And if you don't know,
"you" are the four people present.
Anyway, I hope you like'd it.
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