All In The Band

by Kurara

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Part 11

"Kyo!" Toshiya gasped while rushing to the side of the couch and
pulling the sobbing Kyo into his arms. "What happened Kyo?" He
asked, though he could see the blood from Kyo's end and the hardness
Kyo had. Kyo buried his head into Toshiya's chest and sobbed more as
Toshiya tried to calm the vocalist.

"Toshiya...it... it hurts..." Kyo whimpered.

"Who did this to you?" Kyo shook his head and stayed silent. "Kyo?
Who--"

"It doesn't matter..."

"Kyo..."

"Just.... Toshiya...." Kyo bit his lip. "Don't ask me... it's not
his fault... it's mine..."

"Kyo! Anyone who'd make you cry and bleed--"

"I don't matter!" Kyo yelled before sobbing again and repeating
himself softly. "I don't matter.... I don't matter at all..."

Toshiya's arms tighted around Kyo and the bassist kissed the top of
his head. "No... you're wrong Kyo.... you _do_ matter.... alot....
you matter...."

No response came from the vocalist and they sat there quietly until
Kyo pulled Toshiya's hand down between his legs. "Totchi... I'm
still hard... relieve me?"

Toshiya pulled back from Kyo slightly and kissed a falling tear from
the vocalist's face. "Sure."

***

"Die-kun..." Shinya breathed out while looking out the window. Die
was on his third cigarette of the break, a hand gripping in his hair
as he stood next to Kyo, who sat in a corner of the walls and smoked
just as quickly. Kaoru was about to walk out when he saw Kyo and
turned away, going to the couch and sitting down.

Shinya walked over and sat next to him, noticing the downcast look on
Kaoru's face. "Swap war stories?" He asked quietly, his old
innitiation of asking for help and offering it back.

Kaoru turned his head and looked to Shinya, nodding. "Tonight?"

"Uhn." Shinya nodded back.

***

"So, you love him?" Shinya nodded and sighed. "Then, if you love
him, then why..."

"I don't wanna just sleep... you know? He can take it as just sex,
but... if he's doing it without feeling... it hurts... I'd be used...
giving my heart and not getting heart in return..."

"Don't you think.. he can love you too?" Kaoru asked, sipping his
drink.

Shinya shook his head. "No... how could he? He's just Die. He
wouldn't feel anything toward me..."

"Shinya..."

"What about you?"

"Eh?"

"Why won't you pay attention to Kyo? Are you... in love too?"

Kaoru nodded, his vision straying from Shinya's.

"Then tell him. Kyo and you---"

"Not with Kyo." Kaoru looked away. "With Toshiya."

***

The wet warmth surrounded him and Kyo arched up, curling his fingers
into Toshiya's long blue locks. "Aahhh.... motto!!" He moaned,
feeling the power of Toshiya's suction on his head. Toshiya's
fingers massaged his base as his mouth went down further, sucking
along the shaft and running his tongue up and down the length. Kyo
bucked his hips up, thrusting into Toshiya's mouth while moaning
loudly.

Toshiya pulled away as he felt Kyo nearing climax and licked the tip,
smiling, before stripping himself of his pants and turning Kyo around
to lay on his stomach. "On your knees, Kyo."

Kyo whimpered and got into posistion, crying out as he felt Toshiya's
tongue lapping at his hole and Toshiya's fingers spreading his
cheeks. "Ahh.. Toshiya!"

Toshiya pulled away and gripped onto Kyo's hips, slowly slidding
in. "MMmmm... Kyo..." Toshiya gasped as he gave a thrust. Kyo
moaned and Toshiya thrust again, deeper, while reaching around and
pinching a nipple.

Kyo threw his head back and pushed his hips up to join Toshiya's as
Toshiya thrust in harder. They both groaned and Toshiya pulled on
Kyo's nipple before slidding down his body to his arousal. "Oh
god... Totchi..." Toshiya's thrusts came one after another as he
pumped Kyo's cock, relishing in the cries the smaller man gave
him. "I'm... aaaaa.... I'm gonna...." Kyo let out a long moan as he
came, the contractions in his body and his shuddering breath causing
Toshiya to come as well, shaking with extasy.

When he was back to his senses, Kyo fell to the bed, causing Toshiya
to fall on top of him. The two shifted around until they were chest
to chest, arms wrapped around each other's bodies and legs intwined.
Toshiya kissed Kyo's forehead and after the blonde fell asleep,
Toshiya whispered, "Suki da..." and fell to unconciousness himself.

***

Die laid on his bed, lifeless, his phone in his hand. Occasionally,
he'd open it and the menu screen of numbers would pop up. His finger
would hover over Shinya's number for a bit before he'd close the
phone with a sigh. An hour later found Die in the bathtub, twirling
a razor listlessly in his fingers. "I wonder..." he whispered,
trailing it lightly across his wrist. "Would it hurt?"

He studied the razor's edge and the light's reflection in the metal
before frowning and throwing it across the room, curling up best he
could and sobbing. //NO! No no no!!// But out of the corner of his
eye, he spotted the glistening of the light's reflection on the blade
and slowly got out of the tub, crawling curiously to it...

***

Another short part, I know... but.... ::shrugs:: plot bunnies cross
the street... one gets hit by a car and we have roadkill surprise for
dinner! yay!
@_@
~Kurara

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