All In The Band

by Kurara

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Part 4

//Imagine.//

//Yes, I always imagine, Toshiya...//

//We have a live and you keep noticing Kaoru out the side of your eye
and you just wanna fuck him because he looks so damned sexy.//

//I don't just want to "fuck" him... Toshiya... you wouldn't
understand.// Kyo curled up on his side and sighed.

//Every time he goes by, you want him more and more and imagine...
imagine knowing that you CAN have him after the live...//

//Really, Toshiya... do you think so?//

//...and you all know that there isn't feeling involved, just... a
deeper friendship...//

//But I want more... Toshiya, do you realize how much more I want?
You can be "filled" and still empty...//

//Kaoru agreed... Kyo agreed..//

//But, Toshiya, would Kaoru agree to.. me?// Kyo watched the
guitarist out of the corner of his eye. He was in his apartment that
night, supposed to discuss the flow of some new lyrics to a song.

"What about, you sing faster when I get to this part..." Kaoru played
a bit and Kyo mumbled the words as it went. "Yeah, I think it works
better faster..." Kaoru made a note in his notebook before looking
up to Kyo. "What's wrong? All night you've loafed there... no
energy."

Kyo shrugged. "You know me... I'm just a lazy person..."

Kaoru lifted an eyebrow as he looked over to Kyo. "Kyo..." Kaoru
crawled over to the couch and poked Kyo's face. "Something is wrong
and you're gonna tell me what." Kyo just turned around and buried
his face into the couch, his back to Kaoru. The older man pouted
before sitting on the couch next to the curled up form and pulling
Kyo onto his lap. "Tell me..."

Kyo shook his head. "Kaoru... it's nothing, I've just felt a bit out
of it lately... no biggy." He made himself comfortable and sighed.

Kaoru smled slightly and began to comb his fingers through Kyo's
hair. "Anything I can do to cheer you up?"

Kyo shrugged. "Ne, Kaoru...?"

"Hai?"

"What do you think of Toshiya's... uh.. plan?"

"The group relationship one?"

"Yeah."

"Well... I think it could work... but I'm sure Shinya will be hard to
get to agree."

"Sou desu..."

"And you..." he ruffled Kyo's hair hard, "I thought you were
straight! You know the shock I felt when Toshiya said he fucked you?"

Kyo blushed and sat up, looking sheepishly at Kaoru. "Well... you
never asked... but! You shouldn't have assumed I was straight!
Don't I always say everyone is bi?"

Kaoru pushed Kyo lightly to lay back against the arm of the couch and
he leaned over him, their faces close. "So, that includes you
then?" Kyo nodded. "Then how come you never got a boyfriend?"

"I never had a girlfriend either... well, except a couple... but,
nothing serious..."

"Hm."

"And what about you? You slept with him too!"

"Ah, but you KNOW I'm bi."

Kyo's mouth went into a partial smile. "Kaoru... being in this...
group thing... it means that we could... well... if you wanted to..."

Kaoru traced a finger down Kyo's cheek. "Could what?" He whispered,
knowing full well what Kyo was getting at.

"Us... uh... we..." Kyo frowned and simply wrapped his arms around
Kaoru's neck and pressing their lips together. Kaoru moaned and
plunged his tongue into Kyo's mouth, his hand going to rest
delicately on Kyo's neck. Kaoru adjusted his body to lay flat along
Kyo's before they broke the kiss. "Kaoru..." Kyo sighed.

Kaoru smiled. "Now, what was it you were asking, Kyo?"

Kyo looked into Kaoru's eyes nervously. "You'd do it... even with...
me?"

"Are you asking out of fear... or out of want?" Kaoru softly
replied, brushing Kyo's bangs out of his face delicately.

"Kaoru... I..."

"Do you want me, Kyo? Would you let me?" Kaoru kissed Kyo's neck,
smiling at the sigh in response. He kissed up higher. "I wouldn't
mind..."

Kyo turned his head and caught Kaoru's lips again, thrusting his
tongue into the other's mouth and bringing him close to his body
before nodding. "Onegai... Kaoru..." he breathed. "I... I want
you..."

Kaoru nibbled along Kyo's neck, loving the little gasps Kyo
made. "Right now?"

Kyo nodded while running his hands up Kaoru's shirt. Kaoru then took
off his shirt and threw it to the side before getting Kyo's off. He
ran his fingers lightly over Kyo's chest before teasing the
vocalist's nipples. "Kaoru..." Kyo sighed while arching up for a
kiss.

Kaoru didn't let the kiss last long before he kissed down Kyo's
throat and down his chest. Kaoru didn't stop at Kyo's pants, he
continued to kiss over the fabric and went slower when he got to
Kyo's bulge. Kyo moaned and started to undo his pants, but Kaoru
stopped his hands, kissing the fingers before unbuttoning the button
himself and taking the zipper in his teeth. When they were unzipped,
Kaoru slid them down and threw them to the side along with Kyo's
boxers.

Kaoru trailed his finger down Kyo's length before kissing the tip
softly, causing Kyo to moan. Pleased at this response, Kaoru licked
lightly before taking Kyo into his mouth. Kyo screamed and reached
down, pushing Kaoru onto himself. "Kaoru! Oh god!"

Kaoru dug his fingernails into Kyo's thighs and Kyo moaned while
arching up. With his tongue he coated Kyo's entire length, sucking
hard and pulling with his suction, relishing in the whimpers and
moans of Kyo. As he went, Kaoru noticed he could give Kyo more
pleasure, so he shoved his fingers into Kyo's mouth, the vocalist
sucking ferverently on them in his lust before Kaoru took them out,
still sucking Kyo.

Taking one saliva-coated finger, Kaoru slipped into Kyo's hole. Kyo
groaned and Kaoru inserted another before probing inside of the
vocalist. Kaoru took his mouth off of Kyo to get a breath and Kyo
cried out in protest, shoving Kaoru's head down again until Kaoru hit
the spot inside of him, causing him to arch up and cry out
loudly. "KAO!!"

Kaoru smirked and after he caught his breath, hit the spot over and
over again while sucking until Kyo finally came inside of his mouth.
He swallowed as it came, ignoring his body's protest at the lack of
air he had once again. When Kyo was empty, Kaoru slid his mouth off
and kissed up Kyo's panting and sweaty body before getting to his
mouth and kissing it deeply.

As they parted, Kyo gazed at him through lidded eyes. "Kaoru...
arigatou... next time... aa..." Kaoru kissed him again.

"Kyo, just sleep, ne?" Kaoru combed his fingers through Kyo's sweaty
hair and kissed his forehead. "Just sleep, we have practice
tommorow."

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okay, I go watch Kaoru be a dork.
C/C?
~Kurara

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