come baby come...let me show you my rocket

Die cracked the beer can and threw it towards the bin. He cheered as it went straight in. Kyo watched him in indifference and shook his head, "Sometimes I really think you're the baby in the band!" he stated. Die glared, "Sumimasen, I'm the second oldest in the band, and I think it will not be me!"

Kyo laughed, "Look at you! So childish!"

"I'm NOT a baby! NOT the baby in the band. It's Shinya!!!" Die insisted, obviously a little tipsy.

Kyo sneered, "Yeah, you get along pretty well with him eh? Ever wonder why?"

Die glared, "You remind me of Kirito sometimes. He can be the most sarcastic guy!" he chuckled. Kyo joined his eyebrows, "He's NOT! Not Kirito!"

"Gee..."

"He's not! Why is everybody saying that?! He's just the nice guy's next door!" Kyo defended his new koibito. Die laughed.

"Ever wonder why?"

"Shut up! He's nice to me!" Kyo pouted

"Hey...I thought you're kawaii. Now you're still kawaii, and also blind!" Die ruffled Kyo's blond hair. The vocalist hissed and hit him. Die grabbed Kyo's arm and ruffled his hair more. Kyo yelled.

"Listen Kyo! Your precious new-" he emphasize the word new, "koibito has been tailing Toshiya and hates Kaoru! You're blind! Open your eyes!"

Kyo bit him, Die yelped, "No! He's not always tailing Toshiya. Besides, he also tails Shinya, and he doesn't hate Kaoru! Only resent!" Kyo spoke, stucking his tongue out. Hearing that Die stopped.

"What? You knew?" he asked, stupidly. Kyo pouted, giving him the -of-course-you-idiot look.

Die laughed and took another can of beer and asked Kyo to open it since his hands were shaking. Kyo laughed and opened it, but failed. He tried again and again but still failed. Pissed, Kyo went to kitchen and took a huge knife and chopped the can into two. Die's jaw dropped while Kyo cheeered for himself.

"My Floor!!!! YOu little devil- Asshole!!!!" the red head hurriedly went to bathroom, came out with a cloth and wiped the spot quickly.

Kyo cried laughing.

"Now I think you're the okaasan in the band!" he muttered among laughters.

Die glared

*

"HN...I'm sooo bored! Can you come out with me Shinchan?" Toshiya yawned. The drummer shook his head, "Nope. You're free to go, Toshikun. Why are you still here?"

The basisst gasped, "Just said that you don't want me here! Fine! I'll go!!!" Toshiya stuck his tongue out and turned away. Shinya got panicked and grabbed his arm, "No! No! I just feel very weird you stay till this late! Are you planning to stay overnight?!"

Toshiya 'sadly' nodded his head

Shinya sighed, "Okay then" he scratched his head, "But do you mind...sleeping here?" he guiltily pointed at the couch. Toshiya's eyes widened and it only took him two seconds to burst out crying. Shinya made a face.

"Waaaa....You're soooo mean!!!!" Toshiya wailed.

Shinya shut his eyes.

*

"Speaking of Toshiya...what happen now?"

Die opened his eyes.

He just hated that subject didn't he? Everything seemed to change after that night. Now Die knew how it felt in movies. They had sex, everything changed. The guy would always tried to get into her panties and the girl would get so upset...then they broke up...

Was it a mistake?

Sex changed everything

"Are you gonna ask him out or something?" Kyo didn't even bother to wait for a reply for the first question. Die looked up the ceiling and puffed out smoke between his lips. The blondie lit up another cigarette, this time, waiting.

"Hm...no"

"What...you mean you jst had sex and that's it?" Kyo lifted an eyebrow

Die shurgged

"Die..." Kyo began, "Do you feel, somehow, disgusted by it?"

The red head pouted, "No"

"What did Toshiya say about it?" Kyo asked, suddenly remembered about Toshiya wanting to talk to Die in the rehearsal room. The guitarist shook his head, "He was going to but Kaoru interrupted and of course, Toshi ran to him"

Kyo chuckled, "So you're jealous eh?"

"No!" came quite a snappy reply, "I'm not jealous"

"Then?"

"I just feel weird about Kaoru and Toshiya. What's going on between them?" Die asked Kyo, aloud. the vocalist pretended not to hear.

"So you're gonna do it again, with Totchi?"

Die laughed, "Maybe...I don't know"

Kyo had a weird look in his eyes, "So you mean you're just gonna have sex with him? You're not gonn ask him out?"

Die shrugged, "Well..."

"Not even a date?"

Die looked at Kyo, "Come one...you said it's just like-"

"So You mean Toshiya is like ...like your sex machine?!!!" Kyo exploded

Die jumped, "Kyo!!! You said boys have sex with boys!"

"I expect you to at least ask Totchi out! Then do your own sweet things! Die! You're..." Kyo lost his words. He took a deep breath then continued, "What makes you think it's THAT casual?"

Die was new to this. Once he had sex without any feelings, he would do it for the rest of his life! It's different with Totchi coz he's experienced! It's different with Kaoru coz Kaoru knew what to do! But Die?! No Way!!!! Kyo couldn't imagine himself how furious he was!

"..."

"Answer me!"

"Because-" Die stopped and looked at Kyo. Because KAORU said so! Kaoru had sex with Toshiya twenty billion times more than I did! And he didn't care! Why should I?!!

Kyo waited

"I talked to Kaoru" Die replied softly.

"WHAT?!!!" Kyo jumped, "YOU TOLD KAORU YOU SLEPT WITH TOSHIYA?!!!!"

Die looked startled at that outburst.

"Die! Are you insane?!!!" Kyo gripped his shirt tightly. Die squirmed away, "No!!! I didn't tell him! I only asked him about Toshiya and he said they're NOT going out!" he defended himself and pushed Kyo away. The smaller guy leaned back on the couch and covered his face.

Oh God...he started this?

"Kaoru did it so many times with Toshiya! I only did it once! He doesn't even care so why should I?!" Die hissed to the vocalist. "And I don't think Toshiya even bother with that!"

Kyo made no reply

"What's wrong with telling Kaoru anyway?" Die added.

Kyo moved his head and glared at Die.

"Whar's wrong with it?" Kyo hissed, "Let me tell you what the problem is!"

Die listened

"If you tell Kaoru about it, trust me, you DIE!!!"

The red head joined his eyebrows, "But He told me himself there's nothing between them"

Kyo laughed humourlessly, "Now who's the blind Die?" he looked at the older man sadly.

"Kaoru doesn't think he belongs to Totchi and Totchi thinks he himself belongs to nobody" Kyo began, staring deeply into Die's eyes, "Neither of them think they belong to each other, BUT!" he stopped, studying the red head's expression.

"Kaoru thinks Toshiya belongs to him and Toshiya thinks Kaoru belongs to him!"

Die widened his eyes

"Do you see it now, Die? Is it clear now?" Kyo asked.

The red head made no reply

"If you tell Kaoru you slept with his precious sweet thing, you die. If you tell Totchi you sleep with Kaoru, IF, he'll never talk to you again!" Kyo explained, "This is how it goes"

"..."

"Die?"

"To me, Kaoru is selfish"

"How...selfish?" Kyo raised an eyebrow

"He said there's no obligation. I knew Toshiya slept around sometime before, and he still slept with Kaoru. Kaoru didn't seem to mind, but...I knew he did. Then I found out Kaoru had few boys wrapped in his fingers, and-" he stopped, taking a deep breath.

"One time, at one point, ...Kaoru got rid of all the boys and...had only Toshiya"

Kyo joined his eyebrows

"So I thought Kaoru loved Toshiya"

"No, he never does" Kyo cut in.

"He told me Toshiya was only for good sex"

"So you kind of take him as your role model?" Kyo snorted

"No! I just feel that I'm doing what I think is right! If Kaoru said he treated Toshiya only for sex then I could do the same thing! I mean, I did it once but he did it...so many times! Kaoru said no obligation no responsibility!" Die told Kyo what was in the conversation between him and Kaoru. Kyo listened attentively.

"And I'm sure Toshiya also feel the same way! I mean...how do you know he actually bothers about Kaoru not loving him?!"

Kyo shoo his head, "I just don't want you to be like Kaoru...that's my whole point!"

"What do you mean?"

Kyo looked at Die, then looked away, then back to Die again. He sat closer to the red head. Seeing that, Die sat closer too, prepare for something more serious.

"When boys and girls have sex, it doesn't matter who's on top or bottom. .When boys and boys have sex...it matters"

Die lifted an eyebrow, "You mean like...seme and uke?" he asked.

Kyo nodded

"...? What's it to do with Kaoru?"

Kyo chuckled, "I knew Kaoru wasn't virgin when he met Toshiya. He wasn't virgin when I met him, and let me tell you something. Kaoru have sex many time more than I do, more than Totchi!"

Die sighed

Kyo smiled but it faded as he continued, "No matter how many times they were...Kaoru had nver been the uke"

Die's jaw dropped

"I'm telling the truth! And when he told me that, I knew he was telling the truth!"

The older man looked shocked, "You...You mean..." Kyo nodded, "Can you see it now? Can you see how things fall to the right places now? Kaoru and that look in his eyes, Kaoru and his attitude and his charm..." Kyo offered few hints for Die.

Die shook his head, "Man..." he mumbled. "You know what Kaoru told me? He told me to be the seme!"

"I know! He's ALWAYS the seme, and I tell you..." Kyo smiled, strangely, "He makes a good one" he whispered.

Die looked at him, all in sudden everything hit him, "AHHH!!!! YOU!!! You did it with Kaoru before?!!!!"

Kyo blushed, "SHh!!!" he placed a finger on his own lips, "Kaoru is every school boy's and girl's ideal seme!!!" he stated. Die sighed and leaned on the couch, shocked.

"That's why for a person who was never fucked, it's pretty dangerous to tell him you fuck his sweet thing" Kyo smiled.

Die went all speechless and drank Kyo's beer.

to be continued...