~Sense and sensibility

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Pretty eyes, pretty lips, pretty face.

Toshiya put a hand on a hip and tilted his head a little bit to a side. His expressive eyes narrowed, his sexy lips pouted, his slender legs parted a little. His fringe fell near his face, his hair ...With such an attitude, everything about him screamed sex and sensuality .

Miyabi, in contrary, lost it all.

The bassist suddenly held his chin up, in such a natural way, that everything about him came so naturally. The other person blinked and felt his palms getting sweaty. It wasn't as if he was SCARED, but...

He admired the beauty

He adored, he loved, even...he looked up to.

But-

The beauty had that power, THE power he wished he had too. Not just that, but everything he beauty had. He wanted too. Those eyes, those lashes, those lips, even those hands, fingers, and most importantly, something he REALLY didn't have at all...the legs. Not to mention the attitude and sexual power...

And something else...

The Man

Toshiya curved his lips to a slight yet mischievous smile.

"Yes...Can I help you?"

What A Voice

The boy nodded to him, "I'm...looking for Kaoru-san" it was a mumble but it hit. The taller man narrowed his eyes

Kaoru?

Kaoru?!!

HIS Kaoru?!!!

Toshiya pouted, not giving it away. "Well, he's out for break with Shinya-kun. But if you wanna wait..." the sexy boy held an arm up and motioned him to sit on the couch; in such a swift motion that Miyabi couldn't take his eyes off him.

The smaller boy sat down and smiled a little, "Arigatou, I'll wait here. I've got time"

"Hm" was the reply. Toshiya's eyes glint and he seated himself beside Miyabi.

Miyabi glanced away, pretending not to know, pretending not to feel anything, pretending not to care. But hell, he did know, he did feel -something- and he cared very very much! Toshiya crossed his legs elegantly and parted his lips playfully.

"You strike me as...being very nervous right now..." Toshiya muttered. Now his arm was wrapped around Miyabi's shoulder though it looked like as if he didn't purposely placed it there. His voice all husky and his manner all tease and flirt.

But there was a great distance ...it wasn't the normal the usual tease and flirt. It was...threatening.

The smaller boy tried to laugh, "Hounto ni?" if the 'role model' acted all sexy and tough, he HAD to follow. So Miyabi tilted his head up a little and crossed his legs, back straightened, "I don't feel nervous and I am not nervous. Maybe it's the weather being a bit warm here" he reasoned, what a lie! But maybe it was a bit true.

Toshiya chuckled, "Yeah, warm I should say. It's been like this the whole time. Guess you can't take the heat eh?" he smiled; what a tiny sexy smile. Then his body leaned closer, and closer, and there was the heat...he could feel it.

Miyabi blushed all the sudden

Toshiya studied his face, ...dammit. Not at all the same but kinda reminded him of himself.

"So why are you all shy?"

Miyabi shook his head, "I'm not"

Toshiya made a sound. A sexy sound of course, and near his ear. The boy jumped. ANd to make it worse, the bassist moved his hand and held the chin up. Miyabi held his breath. Toshiya took in the sight of the pretty eyes, pretty lips, pretty lashes...

How did it feel...to kiss him? Kiss those lips..felt the skin...

Was it gonna be like kissing himself? Feeling himself?

Toshiya's eyes narrowed. Wouldn't know if you didn't try. So he parted his lips a little, but leaned in more. Now their lips were mere inch close. MIyabi took a silent deep breath and looked into those eyes. Pretty eyes, pretty lashes, pretty lips...

And he closed his eyes...waiting.

Toshiya smiled, of course he did. So he closed his eyes too, and leaned in closer and closer, and just as he was about to touch those lips, the door opened and few voices could be heard then suddenly -

"Miyabi!!"

Miyabi opened his eyes, jumped, and stood up. Face all red, eyes looked around searching, nervous.

Toshiya turned his head around, smiled then leaned back on the couch.

Kaoru was eyeing him...very very sexily. HIM, Toshiya. Not Miyabi.

"Kaoru-san..."

Shinya looked at Kaoru then Toshiya then Miyabi.

"Come here " Kaoru spoke coldly, very calmly. And Toshiya raised an eyebrow at this. The boy rushed towards the older man and stood behind Shinya, who looked at Kaoru then back to Toshiya. The tall boy was still staring at Kaoru, who stared back.

He put up the pout, the looks, and the attitude. Everything about him screamed sex and sensuality.

Kaoru smiled, so he smiled back. But there was something about that smile...and those dark eyes. Toshiya couldn't tell what it was. He couldn't tell anymore. It was like as if somebody else, like a stranger staring at him, with strange look and strange smile.

Miyabi nodded to Shinya, who nodded back.

"Let's talk" Kaoru suddenly spoke to the boy, who nodded to him vigorously. Kaoru smiled to Shinya then pulled Miyabi's arm and walked out the room. Toshiya watched with malice in his eyes. He could just guess what was going on couldn't he?

Kaoru with somebody who would definitely reminded him of Toshiya

Toshiya chuckled and brushed his manicured eyebrow elegantly, poor young boy...

Shinya stared at the closed door, then turned around and walked towards the bassist and sat beside him. Toshiya didn't even know since when Shinya started to study his face. The drummer was with his usual self, all quiet and observant.

"What?" he finally couldn't take it

Shinya shrugged, "Nothing. I just wanna know which part look similar" he replied and smiled as Toshiya glared murderously.

"He DOESN'T look like me! He has NO standard to look like ME!!!" Toshiya's voice rose a little. Shinya raised an eyebrow, "But at one glance, you really look like each other!" the older man snorted, "No" he held Shinya's chin up,

"Honey, he doesn't look like me. Even if he does, HE looks like ME. NOT we look like each other because I have everything here all natural!" Toshiya hissed, "And he has everything there all fake, because he's trying to be ME!" he pouted proudly.

Shinya sighed, "I think I know how you feel, when I see people that look like me, I would not be very happy about it" he played with his fingers. Toshiya pouted, "I like cosplaying. I think it's flattering to have cosplays"

The drummer smiled, "I like cosplaying Yoshiki-san" Toshiya, of course, rolled his eyes, "Here we go again..."

"Hey!"

"Hm! Cosplaying is okay. But NOT somebody cheesily trying to imitate you, dresses like you, poses like you...it's just not funny!" Toshiya snappily reply.

Especially if he started to take Toshiya's 'property' over

No Fucking Way

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"SUGOIIII!!!!"

Kaoru smiled a little and shook his head.

"Oh my god!!! I Talked to him!!!" Miyabi jumped and rushed to Kaoru's side, "He's sooo beautiful! I Talked to him! And sooo sexy!!!" he grinned madly.

The older guitarist rubbed the area between his eyes, "I don't think you're here just to talk about him" he spoke quietly. The younger man pouted, "Well, yeah. But I knew I would met him somehow. Did you notice how he was standing? Such long legs, MAN!!!" MIyabi stomped his foot on the ground.

Kaoru smiled, "You really remind me of..." he stopped.

Shinya, when he met Yoshiki for the first time. Except that the drummer didn't actually jumped around but all shy and quiet.

Toshiya, coz the boy looked like him but not sexy and less whiny.

"Ano...actually I wanna talk...about that night" MIyabi spoke in a whisper mode, all quiet and calm now. Kaoru raised an eyebrow.

"What is it?"

"..."

Kaoru sighed and placed his arm on the boy's shoulder, "Come on, it's okay"

Miyabi flashed a smile, "Okay then" he stopped. Kaoru waited patiently but hey, it's Kaoru the God of death, and making him wait was scary. The young man scratched his head and pouted, "Well, because...er, I...have never done that kind of thing before"

Kaoru blinked

Miyabi continued, "And I feel very awkward afterwards, and I feel that something needs to be talked about...you know..." he looked at Kaoru nervously, "It might sound -very- stupid to you, but- but that's how I feel!"

Kaoru stared at him, but his eyes seemed distance away...

I feel so awkward now...can't can't even talk to you now, Kaoru-kun...

The violet head lifted his head up and gazed at the blue sky

Blue Sky

Kaoru gave a bitter smile.

Of all the colours in this world, the sky just had to be blue...

You like me then?

Miyabi bit his lip, looking at the other man worriedly, then he parted his lips and decided to explain more.

"I mean, I did -that- before, but with koibito. It's just..." he lost his words. Kaoru sighed and looked at him

"You mean, like...one night stand?" he offered. Miyabi nodded quickly, "Hai. I-I just...feel awkward" he gave a tiny smile and blushed. Kaoru smiled back, and brushed his hair gently.

"So...what is it?"

Miyabi looked -very- uneasy

"I...It's just that, will there be other nights like that?" Miyabi looked up straight to him, be bold, be tough. It's not the right time to get scared away.

Kaoru, again, casted at him; but his eyes, again, seemed distance away

Or is it gonna be like...one time?

Kaoru took a deep breath

Yes, we will do it again...I'd love to...with you.

Kaoru looked at Miyabi, "No"

The boy parted his lips. He stared at Kaoru for a long long time, but then he flashed a relieved smile, "Good! Oh, I never feel so good, so relieved before!" he jumped and hugged the older man. Kaoru blinked in surprise but laughed a little, "..."

So you like me?

Kaoru looked up the sky

Hai

Miyabi grinned happily and pulled back, "Okay, so I better go now. I'm so happy. And oh! Toshiya kun sooo charming!" the boy sighed and looked up the sky. He stopped talking and stared. Kaoru casted his eyes on the young man's expression.

"It’s beautiful, isn’t it?" Miyabi muttered, "Just like him"

Kaoru smiled

"You’re so lucky…" Miyabi casted his eyes on him. He looked a bit sad, it was shown in his eyes. The older guitarist pursed his lips and stared deeply. The boy smiled bitterly, "He is so lucky"

"…"

"Okay! I best be going now!" Miyabi suddenly turned cheerful, "Ano, I’ll see you around Kaorukun…Ja!" Miyabi waved, turned around and blew him a kiss. Kaoru chuckled and waved back, slightly nodding. The boy walked quickly towards the exit, and once again, turned back and waved goodbye, with a grin. Kaoru sighed and waved back too. Then he just stood there, stiff. Lucky him, lucky him…was he really lucky? Was it the other way around?

Anyway, it didn’t matter. Kaoru smiled, narrowing his eyes and crossed his arms.

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to be continued...