What is it with Yoshiki and the parliament? The new prime minister was in an advertisement and I was just trying to catch the background song but ended up shocked. It was ‘Forever Love’ playing in the background and I was like… "What?" Anyway, I have decided to do Tai you no ao no Totchi cosplay instead my baby Shinchan for the sake of this fic, Totchi glitters. But I still wanna do Osaka Jo hall no Shinchan. Help.

Anyway, stupid baka Lady7 put the baka pics of herself and VM on the Die x Kaoru ML!

Hurry go round

Merry go round

Maru de mawari merry go round

"Ma, don’t ask so many questions at the same time, Shinchan" Kaoru gave a slow smile while Shinya looked away chuckling sheepishly, and yes, he flushed.

"Are you going to tell me then?" asked Shinya. Kaoru sighed, "I didn’t know you’re such a gosippu" he narrowed his eyes at the drummer and laughed, "I thought only Totchi is, sometimes Die but you? Nooooo….you care about nothing as much as Kyo does"

Shinya put a finger on his lips, "Shhh, I just wanna know about that boy. It’s so interesting how much he looks like Totchi kun…tell me ne!"

Kaoru leaned back on the couch, "Okay, you know he is Miyabi, from that indies band"

Shinya nodded

"And he’s quite pretty, and sometimes fans link him with Totchi"

Shinya raised an eyebrow

"So I went out and met him, and we talked" Kaoru shrugged. Shinya cut in, "So you flirt or something?"

Kaoru shook his head and took a sip of his tea, "No, no. Not like that. He’s surprisingly shy and quite bubbly after a while. You know, jumpy, the kawaii type" Shinya made an ooo sound and Kaoru continued, "I think we drank a little and it’s not a surprise that he took me back to his place…you know…"

Shinya joined his eyebrows, "That’s it? Nothing like…you call him Totchi kun…?"

Kaoru laughed, "I didn’t even realize he looked like Totchi, there’s nothing of him reminded me of him, until after you called, and he woke up and rushed for a glass of water" Shinya cut in again, "NANI?!!! I called? Itsu?!!" he exclaimed.

Kaoru sighed, "That night remember? You asked if I was interested in that spa thing…"

Shinya suddenly glared, "Ha! Speaking of spa, I have to tell you what baka Die kun did!" he clenched his fists but then softened a little, "Anyway, so what happened next?" Kaoru was already laughing at him.

"Anyway, it’s in the way he ran…" he giggled. Shinya looked at him weirdly, "WHAT?! But that boy looks like Totchi kun! So much!!! You didn’t even realize it…until he ran?!"

Kaoru laughed in embarrassment, "Hai! You know how Totchi ran sometimes, with his arms flapping around" he spread his own arms and did a Totchi thing. Shinya giggled, "Yeah, yeah…" he laughed. The guitarist shook his head.

"And that’s it, really. We agree that things shouldn’t go on-" Shinya cut, "Eh? So you only did it once? Was it good?" he asked curiously. Kaoru sighed tiredly and looked at him, "Shinya, why don’t you ever let me finish my sentence?"

Shinya pouted cutely, "Do I have to? You’ve been talking too much in rehearsals, and I’m just helping you here, don’t you get tired talking so much?" he asked with a grin. Kaoru glared, "Shut up!"

"So…anyways, yokatta? Did it give you a good feeling?"

Kaoru gazed away for a while, then turned back to him.

"I guess so…"

"What do you mean? It’s either good or bad right? Can’t you tell?"

"It’s good but it’s different kind of good"

Shinya looked confused, "Hn?"

"Shinya. Let me tell you something" he stated firmly.

Shinya leaned forward and so did Kaoru.

"You see…sex is what happens when you are …doing it without any emotions" Kaoru began. The drummer stared at the cup of tea, his mind wondered, thinking.

"What happened between me and Miyabi was a one night stand. That’s when things go wrong and you don’t care" Kaoru explained. The younger man looked at him, "Like, you only did it once thing?"

Kaoru nodded, "Hai. And the only thing in there, was passion, lust, whatever…things that make you go wrong!"

Shinya joined his eyebrows and looked at Kaoru weirdly

It was just way too familiar

"So what you did with him…wrong?"

Kaoru smiled, "It’s what you think it is"

Shinya bit his lip, hesitating. But then, since they’re already in the conversation, he might as well just gave it a shot eh?

"What is love? Is it there when you have sex…ever?"

Kaoru looked surprise, not expecting that question.

"Do you feel love when you have sex?"

The older man looked at him thoughtfully.

"Shinya, sex and love are totally different thing. You either have sex or make love"

Shinya was right. It was way too familiar…

"When you have sex, things go wrong, you don’t care. It makes you feel good, breaking the rules…"

Good sex is what you have with the wrong person, at the wrong time, in the wrong place

"Love…is different. Love stinks…it hurts" Kaoru gazed away.

"…"

"Love can be beautiful, and when you make love you think it’s everything you want to do and have…" Kaoru sighed, "But when it hurts, it’s very painful"

...love is what you make with the right person, at the right time, in the right place. You feel so good, you love the person so much, that the love you make is so beautiful!

The violet head smiled, "But then what is pleasure without pain?" he chuckled.

Shinya was already freezing in his seat

Wasn’t it so familiar? Way too familiar in fact?!

What was going on?

*

"One tequila two tequila three tequila MORE!"

Die hiccupped and turned to the young man beside him, and gave a lopsided grin. But it was charming, as always, Die kun’s smile…ahhh..

"Five tequila six tequila seven tequila…uh…floor…" Toshiya started boldly but ended mumbling and skipped the step and fell down to the hard floor. Die laughed and bent down to pick his arm up but instead he stumbled and fell heavily beside Toshiya.

"Bwahahaahaa…" Toshiya gave out his very rare maniac laugh. Die growled and sighed, lying on the floor. Toshiya quieted down and did the same. Both men stared at the ceiling, spoke nothing did nothing but WORE everything.

(no, not another lemon…)

"I swear I put my foot on the last step!" Toshiya slurred and pointed at the little steps Kyo decided to put towards the kitchen. You know, he was tiny, and cute. He wanted tiny cute steps on the way to the kitchen so he could gallop and did his cartwheel thing. But then it was just a lame excuse. They said doing it with your hips on little steps made you got that multiple big O.

And knowing Kyo…

(I’m not sure if it’s Totchi’s idea or Kyo’s…but anyway…)

"No you don’t!" Die exclaimed

"Yes I do!" Toshiya did the same

"No, liar! I saw your foot missed that step!" Die jerked his head up. Toshiya did the same and glared at Die, "I DID! How many of my foot did you see anyway?!"

"Four…" Die grinned madly and lay back on the floor.

Toshiya giggled, "Maa…I saw six…ehehe…"

Die kicked Toshiya’s foot and Toshiya kicked back.

"So bored…"

"So drunk…"

"Where is Kyo now?"

Toshiya suddenly smiled and got up. He sat on the floor and managed to make Die did the same. The red head grumbled and looked at him, "Nani?!" the bassist gave him a crooked smile

"Do you think…they might be having sex now?" he asked, whispering. As if they weren’t the only one in the apartment. Die blinked, then laughed, "Ahaha…you think so? Hm…"

Toshiya looked at Die who looked back at him…mischievously.

*

"So tired ne…" Kirito mumbled, stretching his arms. The other vocalist lifted his eyes up and pulled Kirito down the couch, "What’s going on? I thought you didn’t play anything" he messaged the tired looking shoulders.

Kirito moaned and shut his eyes, enjoying the nice feeling, as well as the hands that touched.

"I write lots of songs these days…so tired. I have to be there with the rest of them…" he sounded as if he was pouting. Kyo chuckled, "I never write songs, leave it to the experts! I spend time with jisho and computers."

(Jisho = dictionary)

Kirito smiled and turned around to Kyo, holding the bleached head’s hands. Kyo smiled back a little

"Isn’t it tiring sitting down and stare at the screen all the time?" Kirito made Kyo sat beside him and wrapped an arm around his shoulder. The Dir en grey vocalist smiled, "Yeah…" the other man leaned closer and placed his forehead on Kyo’s.

"Kyo…" he whispered

The shorter man lifted his eyes up, only to meet Kirito’s but they were shut quickly as their lips met. Sharing a slow sweet kiss was always beautiful, and emotion flowed through their blood down their spine. Everything was there… affection was clear…

Kyo broke the kiss, panting quietly while Kirito stared and held his chin up.

"…" the bleached head blushed a little and seeing that made Kirito laughed. He blushed too and turned away uneasily. Kyo chuckled and turned away as well, feeling weird. But then Kyo felt arms wrapped around him and Kirito pulled him close and he didn’t even remember when and how he just shut his eyes and dozed off.

*

Shinya yawned and held his chin with a palm, "Kaoru kun, I’m tired" he whined. The older man looked up and nodded few times, "Okay, okay…fine" he got up and took his jacket then took his car keys. Shinya watched in confusion.

"Let’s get out of here…wanna drink?"

Shinya shook his head, "Iie. Wanna sleep"

Kaoru looked at him weirdly

Shinya smiled, "Take me back home ne…"

*

"I’m BORED!!!!!!!!" Toshiya yelled on top of his lung and Die winced, "Itai! Oi! My ear!!!"

Toshiya giggled and turned around only to find Die’s shut eyes and sloppy face, "I’m sooo bored. Let’s go out ne…" he whimpered.

Die pretended to snore.

Toshiya bapped his head, "OUT!!!"

"NOO!"

It was silence after that, and Die felt a bit worried coz it’s so strange for Totchi to quiet down so he opened his eyes and found Toshiya’s eyes red and cheeks wet and lips quivered.

Die groaned

*sniff*

"FINE!!!"

He squeezed his eyes shut and opened them again, looking at Toshiya.

Eyes shone expressively, cheeks shimmered lips pouty

Die wished he cared none

"Where are you going?" he asked glaring at the younger man.

Toshiya beamed, "My baby Shinchan’s house"

Die raised an eyebrow and within seconds he was already opening the door for Toshiya.

***

to be continued...