YoKan

***

Kaoru shut the car door and started the engine with his eyes locked at Toshiya.

(you could just know what’s coming eh?-L7)

Toshiya whimpered, took his shoes off, lifted his long legs up and curled up into a ball.

"Hey…" Kaoru poked his arm but Toshiya shoved the hand away

Kaoru sighed and concentrated on the road.

*

"Oi!" Shinya poked Die’s head.

No reply

The drummer sighed and took off Die’s shoes and Die’s jacket.

"Hey! Don’t just fall asleep here, please tidy up yourself! Hey!" he shook Die’s body but the red head snored. Shinya sighed frustratedly and walked towards his room and came out with a towel and a bucket of water. He kneeled on the floor and wiped Die’s face and Die’s neck and his arms.

Die moaned

Shinya sighed and brushed Die’s hair

Then he remembered what Kaoru had told him

Just becoz you’re both boys…doesn’t mean you can do anything you want! If you and Die touching each other is the same as touching your own self, imagine this. Kyo won’t be with Kirito and I won’t be touching Toshiya right?

Shinya stared at Die’s face and noticed the boyish look

It depends on how you kiss, whom you kiss …and why you kiss

Shinya took a deep breath, exhaled aloud then bent down.

Their lips were mere inch away, yet he was still hesitating.

There’s nothing between us! Die kun never meant what he said and what he did!

Shinya shut his eyes and kissed Die’s lips.

(Wake up Die baka!!!-L7)

He let his lips touched the other man’s lightly, then he pressed his against them, for a long while, before pulled away slightly. Shinya opened his eyes and stared at the shut eyes belonged to the red head. It was close, so close that Shinya could feel the other man’s breath on his face.

This time, without shutting his eyes, Shinya pressed his lips against Die’s and nibbled a little.

Then he felt Die’s lips responding. He lifted his eyes up but Die’s eyes were still shut. So he continued, nibbled more and parted his lips. After a while of nibbling and lips touching, Shinya felt Die’s eyes flickered open. He stared at the eyes and noticed the confusion.

Their lips were still mere inch away.

Shinya took the decision and touched Die’s lips

Die blinked and responded

Then they kissed, just touching and nibbling, before Die held Shinya’s head and the drummer parted his lips. Their eyes stared at each other and Shinya felt the red head’s tongue wandered into his mouth.

It felt weird

But…

Die shut his eyes after a while and tilted his head to the right angle. He held Shinya’s head gently and deepened his kiss. Shinya blinked, confused, but then he shut his eyes as well and let his tongue brushed against Die’s.

Then they found the rhythm.

The rhythm of the kiss, how their heads tilted to different angle at the same time, how the kiss slowed down a little and their tongue brushed against each other leisurely and how Shinya slowly felt that …

It felt right…

Yeah

But he was running out of air, so Shinya pulled away reluctantly and gasped.

Die stared at up the beauty, panting slowly.

Shinya looked at Die, then blinked.

The red head looked at him weirdly

"…Oyasumi…" he mumbled. The red head nodded and smiled, "Night…"

Shinya smiled back and got up, placing the water bucket on the table and the towel beside it. Then he turned all the lights out and walked towards his room. Die sighed and shut his eyes, slowly falling to sleep.

*

MOOOOOAAAANNNNNNNNNNNN

Toshiya threw his head backward and gasped. The thrust was faster, and deeper. His fingers gripped the bed sheet tightly and his knees trembled.

Hell, it felt so good…

Kaoru wrapped his arms around Toshiya’s waist and shut his eyes, plunging into the young man faster than a second could go and shut his eyes. He heard the bassist moaned in bliss, he felt the body tense and he knew it was the time to do it

The violet head snuck his hands down and wrapped Toshiya’s arousal

The younger man whimpered

He gave a little squeezed and Toshiya felt he was going insane

"Kaoru…ah…" he moaned more

He heard the older man moaned in bliss too and those hands started to move

Toshiya trembled and shut his eyes and bit his lips

It was coming….it was here…

He could see the stars…

They were there…

"Totchi!" Kaoru gave his last thrust and last hand stroke before spewing his seeds into Toshiya, and felt his hands wet.

They stayed in the same position for a while before Toshiya fell back down on the bed and panted heavily. Kaoru kneeled straight up on the bed and stared at the sweaty body. The beautiful form that shimmer in the dark. If the bassist was to be associated with women then Toshiya was the sexy curvy one.

Kaoru stared at the face, the lips, the eyes, the chest and the lower region…

He OWNED that form

He was the IDEAL SEME

Nothing could change that!

Toshiya sighed and opened his eyes, and met Kaoru’s.

He gave a small pouty smile and turned away. Kaoru lay beside the slender form and took a deep breath. Toshiya’s back faced him but Kaoru was to busy calming himself down, trying to breathe.

After a long while, Toshiya opened his eyes, and the empty ceiling greeted him

He blinked

…

Something was missing

But…

Toshiya joined his eyebrows

The suddenly an arm snuck under the blanket and wrapped itself around Toshiya’s waist. The young man gasped silently and …smiled.

Then the warm body beside his leaned closer and the natural pouty lips placed a gentle kiss on his forehead. Toshiya took a deep breath and shut his eyes, and smiled. He wrapped his long arms around the other man and wrapped his long legs around the other man.

It felt good

Fulfillment

*

Die opened his eyes, and blinked few times.

Ouch…his head hurt

Hangover?

The red head groaned and touched his forehead, slowly opening his eyes fully.

He stared up the ceiling and…

Matte

Kore wa doko?

Die turned his head to his right slowly, trying to ignore the pain and widened his eyes. There was a bucket and a towel on the table, and a vase of flowers. Then there were two magazines on the table, and two cups of …tea?

He flickered his eyes further, and saw the tidy living room, and quiet ambience. The whole apartment was still quite dark, the morning sun was still behind the clouds.

Die joined his eyebrows and got up, sitting on the couch.

Shinya no uchi?

Die pouted, what was he doing in Shinya’s place?

Ohhh…yeah. Toshiya wanted to come here, so I drove him here, but- I didn’t remember sleeping here?! Where’s Shinchan? Where’s Totchi?

There was a noise from behind and Die turned his head around. One of the doors opened and Shinya walked out holding a jacket in a hand and a bag in the other. The red head raised an eyebrow and the younger one fumed as he noticed a mass of red hair sticking out behind the couch.

"Ohayou" Shinya greeted aloud and placed his bag and jacket on one of the chairs and walked towards the living room. Die looked up at him and smiled, then he watched as Shinya took the two cups, "I’m preparing breakfast in few minutes so you better go clean yourself" he pointed at the towel.

Die looked at him weirdly

"Just use the other bathroom coz there’s no way I’m letting you in my bedroom" Shinya muttered carelessly and walked towards the kitchen, "And oh!" he turned back, "Bring the bucket along with you. Clean it eh?"

Die sighed tiredly and nightmares began

"Ahhh …Mou …Shinchan………..MOUUUUU"

Shinya rolled his eyes from the kitchen. He knew it was coming, typical red head.

"How could you treat a hangover person like this? So mean ne….you always say I’m such an ‘inconsiderate jerk’ but aren’t you worse???"

Shinya sighed tiredly

"I feel so sick right now! All my life I’ve been putting up with people, nobody ever pampers me…it’s always me pampering everyone! Especially you!" Die trailed off sharing his life story full of responsibility and pressure of being the eldest and had to take care of all his brothers and sisters.

"Since I was young, I had no time at all making friends with other people coz I have to write songs and play music for our beloved fans and there you are, NOT understanding my position and I have to clean my own self and use the other bathroom and I feel so sick right now!!!"

Shinya rinsed the cups and placed them on the drier and wiped his hands and Die was still moaning.

"One day, you will realize what kind of good person I am, and you’d feel lost by that time coz I’d change! I would change into this-" Die stopped abruptly as he realized Shinya was standing in front of him, arms crossed, eyes glared.

"WHAT?!"

Die blinked and with his best puppy eyes, he looked up.

Shinya fumed

"…"

Die was still in his puppy eyes mode.

"…"

Shinya just hated himself didn’t he? The auburn head turned back, grabbed the towel and the bucket and walked towards his room. The door was slammed behind him and Die was left even more confused. Then he heard the door opened

"DIE kun! You’d better be quick or I change my mind!" Shinya exclaimed form the slightly opened door.

Die smiled broadly, kind of feeling proud of himself and walked slowly towards Shinya’s room

"Shinya you have aspirin?"

*

Toshiya opened his eyes and yawned sexily, like a cat. He stretched his arms in the air and stretched his long legs under the blanket. The sun was still behind the clouds and the room was still quite dark. The bassist made few stretching sounds and blinked.

Then he turned his head around and gasped

There Kaoru was, a hand supporting his head, eyes all dark, lips slightly smiled. Toshiya took in the sight of the older man on his bed, looking as charming as ever and with those hair falling down to his each side of his face…

Toshiya pouted

"Ohayou beauty…" Kaoru greeted huskily and leaned forward planting a kiss on Toshiya’s forehead. The bassist moaned and hugged the guitarist before lying on his chest. He giggled as Kaoru’s hair tickled him, he giggled as Kaoru’s lips started to tickle the skin on his neck, …and when two naughty hands snuck between his legs, Toshiya gasped

*

Shinya walked into the bathroom and looked left and right.

Okay, no naked man anywhere

He shut the door gently and hung the shirt behind the door. Then he looked at what he was holding.

Boxers

Then he had the visual image

Die kun wearing his boxer shorts

Shinya giggled

"Shinya is that you?"

The drummer rolled his eyes, "No, it’s nutter from planet grey, of course it’s me! This is my place, my bathroom! Of course it’s ME!!!" he exclaimed. Die chuckled and went on, "Okay, so what do you get for me?"

Shinya sighed, "My shirt and…pants. But I don’t think you’d fit in those ne. And I got you *giggles* my boxers" he bit his lips. Die dropped the shower gel bottle.

"Nani?"

"If you wanna wear my pants, you have to wear clean underwear!" Shinya sounded as if he was pouting and Die was trying not to cry.

"How small is that?"

"Huh?"

"Your boxers…what size are those?" Die sounded as if he was sneering.

"Hey!" Shinya glared.

Die placed the bottle on its place and smiled to himself, inhaling the scent…

It’s so Shinya….he smelt like Shinya

Shinya fumed and cleared his throat, "I’ll get out while you change…" he was about to turn away while suddenly the shower curtain was drawn open and Shinya just HAD to look.

A naked Die appeared behind him and walked towards the towel hanger, "I like the scent of your shower gel, it’s nice" he commented while drying himself. Little did he know, Shinya was staring at him. Not just him, but….his butt.

Yes, Shinya was staring at Die’s ass

The drummer then looked at his pants, "On second thought, Die kun. I think you might fit on my pants…" he mumbled and walked towards the red head. Die was quite surprise by that, but hey. They were both guys. He had what Shinya had and Shinya had what he had.

No big deal

Shinya placed his pants on Die’s body and kind of measure the waistline

"Not too small, coz these pants are quite loose on me, so I think it might fit you in a nice way" he mumbled and looked at the pants, "Wear these then, but oh!" He turned back and reached for the boxers, "Wear this as well. See how the colors match?" he looked up at Die and grinned.

The red head rolled his eyes, but took the pants and the boxers anyway

"Shinchan, I need to shave…" Die suddenly exclaimed and looked at himself in the mirror. He felt his chin and it felt spiky. Then he grinned and took Shinya’s hand, "Feel this" the drummer touched his chin gently, "You don’t have this do you?" he teased

Shinya glared

"It actually looks sexy like this eh?" Die spoke to Shinya but the young one didn’t make any reply, "Girls like this…" he studied his own face in the mirror and touched his hair, "I need to do something with my hair, and my eyebrows as well" he started to mumble.

Shinya sighed and looked at him, "I think it’s okay. There won’t be any photo shots this week. Just do it along with the make up shots so you don’t have to do it twice" he sighed and looked through his tiny closet, "I might have something…"

He gasped and took out a tweezer

Die blinked

Shinya looked up innocently, "I thought you wanted to plug your eyebrows, I can do that for you…" (I remember VM telling me the same thing)

Die smiled and patted Shinya’s head, "I don’t feel like doing it right now…thanks anyway…"

Shinya shrugged and put it back in the closet, "Get dressed, I have to go to the kitchen ne…" he replied and walked out the room. Die was left naked, in Shinya’s bathroom, …

Matte

So Die was naked the whole time? In front of Shinya?

The red head chuckled. Thinking about that…it felt weird. He had seen Kyo naked before, he had seen Toshiya and Kaoru naked before, in changing rooms, backstages…and once, Toshiya in the bedroom. But he had NEVER actually seen a naked Shinya, FULLY naked Shinya anywhere!

The furthest he could go was the times when Shinya was shirtless, changing during concert or photo session.

…

Thinking about that…it was actually funny. And now he’d better go get dressed before Shinya yelled at him

Kowaii

Kawaii…

*

Toshiya walked out the room, arms raised to put the white singlet on and yawned.

"Ohayou.."

Toshiya jumped and snapped his head to the right side

Kirito was seeping coffee while his eyes were locked to Toshiya. The bassist rubbed his chest, "Kirito!! Stop doing that! And what are you doing here?!" he hissed. The vocalist smiled and shook his head, "it’s just funny to surprise you…guess person like you need surprises in your life…" he smiled archly.

Toshiya pouted

There we go…

Kirito the flirt

How right was Die?

Came a noise behind Kirito and Kyo appeared looking sloppy, "I hate you for making me wake up so early!" the bleached head mumbled and yawned carelessly. Kirito smiled affectionately and grabbed his lover’s arm.

"Have some coffee…" he whispered and poured some into a cup.

Kyo stared at the cup

Kirito looked at him weirdly, "Don’t just stare…" he touched Kyo’s forehead, "Are you ill?" he asked worriedly. Kyo yawned, "yes, I’m ill and I need sleep. Put me back to bed…" he whined. Kirito laughed and shook his head, "No, you’d had enough sleep….come on Kyo"

Toshiya watched as Kirito whispered sweet nothings to Kyo and smiled as Kyo let the other vocalist babied him. And when Kyo finally took a sip of the coffee, and seeing how Kirito smiled and patted Kyo’s head…he thought…

How right was he…saying that Kirito was a whole different person when he was with Kyo…?

Kyo blinked his eyes few times and lay his head on the table, "Shower ne…"

Kirito nodded and got up, walking towards his koibito’s room.

Toshiya watched the retreating back and smiled, "You look…so good together" he smiled sweetly. Kyo chuckled, "Mm-hmm…"

"Love?"

Kyo yawned, "Not yet…"

Toshiya nodded and was about to walk towards the kitchen while all the sudden he remembered, "Eh! Kyo! Next time don’t bring some man home and scare the hell out of me!!!" he hissed and disappeared into the kitchen.

Kyo smiled and yawned again.

It was quite a long while after Toshiya went to the kitchen and didn’t come out. He felt quite worried since there was nothing interesting in the kitchen so Kyo jerked his head up and opened his eyes.

"WHOAA!!!!"

Kyo jumped

Kaoru took a sip of his coffee and smiled, "Ohayou…" he placed the cup back on the, leaned back on the chair and read on the newspaper.

Kyo growled, "TOSHIYA!!!!!"

Came few noises and Toshiya came running from the kitchen. "WHAT?!!!" he glanced at Kyo and blew a kiss as he saw Kaoru.

"Next time don’t bring some man home and scare the hell out of me!!!!" Kyo yelled.

Toshiya stuck his tongue out at Kyo and swayed his hips to Kaoru, "Want some breakfast?" he whispered huskily and stole a kiss from the violet head. The older man gave a sexy pout and nibbled on Toshiya’s lips.

Kyo glared as the ‘couple’ started to FEEL very WARM and got up, walking towards his room, and yes. The vocalist decided to take shower now.

Kaoru grabbed Toshiya’s arm but missed as Toshiya was faster…

"Kitchen Kaoru…food is in the kitchen…." He parted his lips and sauntered his way to the kitchen.

Kaoru smiled and followed the sexy boy.

***

Miss J, gomen ne. I didn’t mean to say kowaii…I was only joking ne. You can make a good Kyo cosplay! And I mean it as a complement! I was really, only J/K when I said that kowaii word. Gomen ne *shikku shikku*

Lady7

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to be continued...