"But that doesn't mean I hate gays...it's just, to me, it's always this...how can you...SLEEP with a man, who has everything you have!!!" Die entered the bathroom, asking Kyo aloud. The blondie, who knew Die was being serious, decided to answer it sensibly.

"I don't think that is a problem, I mean, you musn't see that as one. Take it as an excitement, you know..." Kyo shrugged, "Like, instead of saying 'oh gosh...i have that...oh no...what am I doing here?!' you should be thinking 'heh...not bad! I have that...cool! let's get it on!'..."

Die thought a while

Kyo smiled, "How's it? Does it make sense to you?" he washed his hand.

Die unzipped his pants (hey michan! this is the scene we talked about! -L7) and fell silent, still thinking. Kyo stoob beside him, doing the same thing. (wee wee...)

"...Hm...I think i get what you're trying to say, coz I tend to see it as...a problem, as something weird" then Die turned to Kyo, "But-it becomes so casual!" he joined his eyebrows Kyo chuckled, "yeah...welcome to the world"

Die blushed

"You know Die...it's not that if you sleep with a guy that makes you gay, and even if you ARE gay, that's nothing wrong with it! You choose to be one, and it's your right to lead life the way you want it to be!" Kyo spoke, amazingly sensible. (right??) he zipped his pants and walked towards the sink.

Die zipped his pants and walked towards Kyo, who was now washing his hands.

"I understand the whole thing about gays rights" he washed his hands too, "But about that...sleeping with a man don't make you gay, I don't get it" Die looked at Kyo confusedly.

The vocalist dried his hands, "I don't believe in gays and straight...I'm myself, this is my life, and I believe that each body and soul in this world has the right and choice to sleep with anyone they want" Kyo looked at Die in the mirror,

"Hm?"

"Yeah...think of it this way, boys sleep with boys, and girls sleep with girls...then boys and girls sleep together. Sex is a very personal thing, it's about yourself"

Die nodded, staring at Kyo

"There's no such thing as rules telling you that you can only sleep with the other sex. No way!" Kyo held his hands up and clapped them together, "Wakaru?"

"Hai, sensei" Die laughed.

Kyo looked at him, amused.

"Have you ever tried thinking of man...about getting him in bed?"

Die snapped his head to Kyo, "Noo! Why would I?"

"You should try! It's not as bad as you think it is!" Kyo shrugged, but he knew what he was doing, coz that sly smile on his face showed he was up to something. Die missed that coz he was too deep into his thoughts. The red head suddenly smiled shyly.

"I would like to try, but- who can I...think of?" He asked, awkwardly. Kyo giggled. Die blushed.

The door opened and Toshiya entered. He blew kisses to the older guys and walked towards the corner and unzipped his jeans. Die and Kyo stared at each other then stared at Toshiya's back. The basisst finished quickly and walked towards the sink, washing his hands.

"..."

Die and Kyo instantly burst out laughing.

Toshiya pouted, "What!!!! What's going on?!" he demanded an answer. Die held his stomach while Kyo started to cry.

Toshiya whined, bapped Die's head and smacked Kyo's back.

"Kirai!!!" he whimpered and walked out the bathroom.

Die and Kyo stopped, looking at each other.

"..."

"That's a hint Die..."

Die widened his eyes, "No! Toshiya?! NO Way!!!"he shook his head.

"Oh come on! What's wrong with that?! You just jave to admit he's quite a hottie! Come on!" Kyo pushed. Die scratched his head, thinking.

"But he's Toshiya!"

"So What?!!" Kyo yelled, " He IS Toshiya! and that's so even better!" Kyo laughed. Die laughed too, but he felt very uneasy. Then again, he showed willingness to try, and that made Kyo got very interested that he pulled Die's hand and led him out the bathroom.

Did Die resist? No...

*

Toshiya entered the room, and saw Kaoru sitting with Shinya beside him. Both looked very serious and cold, and quiet. He blinked, wanting to know what happened. But seeing Kaoru like that, and remembering how Kaoru behaved just now, Toshiya held back his curiousity and sat quite far away instead. But his eyes were locked towards the two guys.

Then Toshiya noticed Kaoru had eaten his breakfast and drank his coffee. He couldn't help smiling.

"Talk to him Kaorukun..." Shinya whispered. Kaoru looked up and shook his head, "There's nothing to talk about..."

"BUt maybe it' s an misunderstanding! Toshiya didn't know, ...doesn't know what's going on! If you talk to him, he will see that he's hyrt your feelings! talk to him!" Shinya pushed. Kaoru chuckled and looked at the drummer.

"Tell him what? Oh, Totchi, I think you accidentally hurt my feelings last night. Remember what you told Aiji?" Kaoru mocked, "Then he would say...what did I tell Aiji? Oh anyway, Nikun...what do you think of this skirt? Oh, and maybe we could have dinner over my place and do somethings afterwards?"

Shinya glared at him

"No, Shinya. I know what he's up to...I know him too well, I knew!"

Shinya glanced at Toshiya, who was now asleep.

"I'm not letting him make me his slave and sex machine. (^o^) and he's not gonna take pity on me!" kaoru hissed. Shinya looked at him in disbelief, since when is this about ego?

Since the very beginning. He's Kaoru, leadersama...man of the band.

Shinya sighed and looked at Toshiya.

Is sex really about that?!

Why would Toshiya sleep with Kaoru? Why would Kaoru get hurt so easily when it was about his pride and manhood...? Why would Kyo do kinky stuff with Kirito? Why would Die talk so casually about sex?

What IS sex????

No, that's not such an important question compare to this one

Was Shinya the only creature in this whole universe who's clueless about the thing that made him exist in this world?

Shinya thought...

Hai.

Not just sex on gays or straight but just sex in general.

What is sex?

Wakaranai

*

Kyo sat on the step beside Die, who leaned on the railing. Kyo puffed few times and Die took out another cigarette.

"Okay...imagine you're in a swimming pool..." Kyo started.

Die shut his eyes and nodded, "Hai..."

"Then you walk around...and there's nobody there"

"Mhm..."

"Then suddenly out of the blue, you hear a noise, like water splashing..."

"Ya...ya..." Die nodded strongly, obviously getting the imagination Kyo was throwing.

"It's somebody emerges out of the water, and you see HIM-"

Die chuckled

"-facing his back to you...and he has long hair, dark and foxy. Now he's standing ..." Kyo stopped purposely, Die continued, "...by the pool, still with his back facing me, and I can see his flesh, his back side, his back..."

Kyo smiled

"Yeah...".

"Oh, he turns around...ah..." Die held his breath and Kyo never felt so proud of himself.

"It's Totchi...hm...naked, wet and-" Die stopped and opened his eyes.

"Shit...Kyo, oh God..." Die blushed and covered his face. Kyo patted his arm gently, "Welcome to the world Die...now everytime you think of us, just think of what you said just now. Yokatta..." he smiled. Die blushed more but he looked at Kyo.

"I can't believe it!" Die whispered. Kyo grinned, "It's okay. Everybody has their own secrets!" the smaller guy winked. The red head smiled back and laughed in embarrassement.

"There you are!" Shinya suddenly appeared.

Kyo looked up, Die looked up.

"We have to start practicing...come on!" Shinya pulled Kyo's hand up. The singer got up and stood beside him.

"Ma, Shinchan...you pull Kyo up but abandon me here!" Die pouted. Shinya stuck his tongue out, "That's becoz-"

"WHAT?" Kyo cut in, glared. Shinya blinked. Die sneered.

"That's becoz Kyo is so much nicer and you're just soo heavy!!!" Shinya continued, trying to ignore Kyo's previous glare. Die pouted, "But help me up ne?" he offered his hand. The drummer sighed, looked at Die's hand then took it, trying to pull him up.

"AHh!!!!"

Die flashed a look then pulled Shinya down. The drummer screamed and landed perfectly on Die.

Kyo blinked

Die laughed, "Never learn Shinkun...tsk tsk..." he spoke and earned himself few smacks from Shinya. the drummer pouted as Die got up and had him in his strong hold. "Come on...stop sulking eh?" Die held him in his arms, smiling. Shinya stuck his tongue out, stomped his foot and Die grimaced in pain.

"Ah! Itai!!!" Die let go and held his foot. Shinya snickered and walked away.

Kyo was thinking

*

"Kaoru, are you okay?"

Toshiya decided to approach

Kaoru nodded

"What happened?"

"...daijyobu..."

Toshiya looked worried and upset at the same time. What happened???? He acted so weird!!!

"Come on Shinchan...I was only joking!" came a voice as the door opened.

"Your whole life is a joke!!!" Shinya snapped and disappeared behind his drums. Die pouted, sighed, looked around then walked towards his usual place. Toshiya glanced at kaoru, then went back to his place. Kyo was staring at Shinya with a smile on his face.

Kaoru got up, "Okay, should we practice this new song we finished just now...?"

"Yeah. Then we can fix the weird sounds. I think it's a good idea" Die answered.

"Good! I can sleep!" Kyo grinned.

Kaoru hit the blond head with the folder, "No! Think of the lyrics Toru chan!"

Kyo hissed and kicked Kaoru.

Everybody laughed

*

to be continued...