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dedicated to VM

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Toshiya took a deep breath and looked at himself in the mirror.

He had sex with Kaoru just now...no big deal, as always. He walked out the room and Kyo was sleeping on the floor next to the door, Die was sitting next to Kyo, and didn't dare to look at him. Shinya was nowhere to be seen.

Of course everybody saw what he did. He didn't mind watchers, ...

Toshiya brushed his hair gently with a comb. Admiring himself in the mirror, Toshiya smiled.

Kaoru was so good in bed, he was just -so- good!

The basisst jumped as a crack could be heard. He quickly turned his head towards the noise and Shinya walked in. The drummer looked at him weirdly.

"Hi, Shin-kun..." Toshiya greeted. Shinya nodded and casted his eyes away from the taller man. Toshiya watched as the younger one walked into one of the cubicles and shut the door slowly.

Of course. Shinya always went into the small place. He never did what everyone did in bathrooms. Toshiya had never seen Shinya going to toilet and joined the line. He was always going into the cubicles.

So prim and proper...that boy needs to have sex! Toshiya thought, switching his attention back to his reflection. Would Kaoru like what he saw later? he thought, posing a little.

Of course! Everybody liked what they saw when they looked at Toshiya.

*

Kaoru put his shirt on and threw himself on the couch.

What had he done?!

Oh God...he had sex with Toshiya.

No big deal! He had -always- had sex with Toshiya.

But this time was different. Toshiya had said he's not good in bed, that's he's boring. Yet Toshiya -still- had sex with him.

Was Toshiya really -that- desperate?!

...

"Hey..." he heard a voice. Kaoru uncovered his face and looked up. It was Die. The red head sat beside him.

"I saw..." he started softly, unsure. The older man chuckled, "Really?"

Die nodded

"No big deal..." Kaoru shook his head. Die laughed nervously.

"So...are you and Totchi, you know, koibito?" the red head asked carefully. Kaoru looked like as if he was pondering on that question. Die felt weird not getting any reply for something so obvious. Of course they were! Of course they were koibito!

Kaoru smiled, "No" he said.

Die widened his eyes.

"What?"

"Yeah...no" Kaoru shrugged.

Die thought a while, of course not... you idiot! or else Toshiya wouldn't have kissed you last night!

"But---how could you not-"

Kaoru gave a good natured laugh, "It's like what you did sometimes. Having sex with a girl doesn't mean she has to be your koi right?" he turned to Die and looked at the younger one funnily. Die blinked.

"Well, but you're both..." he wondered.

"Die..." Kaoru began, "It's the same thing. You don't have to have any obligation, no responsibility...nothing. It's just good sex all the way!" Kaoru continued, but he wasn't really sure himself if he looked at what he had with Toshiya the way he'd just told Die.

Was it really -only- about good sex all the way?

Die looked at him, "So you can have sex with anyone you want?" he asked.

Kaoru nodded, "Yeah...something like that!"

...

Die laughed.

Kaoru laughed.

"Gosh...I can't believe I just asked about this!" Die muttered. Kaoru chuckled and nudged him, "Come on...this is part of the world" he smiled and looked at Die. The red head shrugged, "I talked to Kyo about this" he confessed.

Kaoru looked surprised

"Really? Are you seriously thinking about..." Kaoru looked at him with an amused smile.

"...trying?" Die continued. Kaoru nodded and waited for an answer. The younger guitarist shook his head,

"I don't know yet...really. I should be thinking ...give myself more time" Die gave an excuse and Kaoru laughed hearing that. "You already sound like uke!" he murmured between laughters. The red head blushed.

"NO way I'm being uke" he hissed. Kaoru laughed harder.

"Then be seme...I really suggest that for a beginner!" Kaoru whispered, recommending.

Die blushed...

"Kaoru..." he shook his head, "I can't believe I'm doing this..." he whispered and covered his blushing face. The older man nudged him and winked, "Come on! I think you should really give it a try!"

Die laughed nervously.

*

The room was dim as he entered. Die shut the door gently and he just had to lock it. He just -had- to. The he turned around and looked at the room, then the figure in front of him. The red head took a deep breath, his hands shook, his palms wet...hell, he had never been so nervous all his life!

It was Toshiya. It was dim but he could see.

It was Toshiya, the boy he had in his fantasies, the boy who climbed out the swimming pool and had his back facing him. The boy who was wet all over his body and when he turned around, Die could see the smooth skin, and the -something-, which he also had.

But it had never been so thrilling to see ...it.

Toshiya smiled, calmly. He parted his very pouty lips, as if inviting. He posed, as if inviting. He blinked slowly, as if inviting.

Die felt his heartbeat went faster and faster. Toshiya raised his arms up and took the shirt off himself.

It had never felt so good, pleasing his own eyes.

Such smooth skin, flawless, sensual. It shimmered in the dark, just like what he saw in his fantasy. Wet all over, glowed under the very dim light.

Toshiya then walked backwards towards the bed, and he sat on it, after taking his jeans off.

Die widened his eyes, ...Toshiya in black lacy panties! On the bed, just for him!

Oh God... Die thought. He felt as if he was gonna come just by -looking- but no.

Toshiya wouldn't let that happen.

"Come here..." the sexy boy whispered.

Die did so, and when he reached the bed, Toshiya held his head and gave him a passionate kiss. Die gasped but unlike the first time they kissed, now he shut his eyes and actually attempted to enjoy it. Toshiya's hands slit down Die's naked torso, and slowly tugged on the boxers he was wearing.

Die slid his tongue in and Toshiya met it fearlessly.

It was getting good, better and better.

Just like his fantasy...Toshiya and his wet body, thrusting his something into his big hands, and long legs wrapped around his waist...-just- like his fantasy. Then Toshiya who moaned as he nibbled on his neck, Toshiya who bit his own lip, trying to control his moans and whimpers as Die started to thrust in.

Just like his fantasy...oh gosh...it felt good.

Toshiya was as tight as he felt in his fantasies, as warm as he knew he would be, as passionate as himself...

"Toshiya...mnhh..." Die whispered near his ear.

Let it go...

Toshiya purred in bliss and spurt his seeds between their flat stomach.

*** 

to be continued...