Precious

by VanillaMint

::dedicated to Mi-chan, Miss J, fuXion, Kurara, Missa-chan, Yukimi2, Jara and all KaoruXToshiya fans ^___^!::

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Heavy.

One of his long arm was draped over my shoulders; the other swinging about. Drunkenly, he started to laugh and leaned against me more, nearly making me lose my balance and trip over the rug at the door of my apartment. Inside, I dropped him onto the couch.

His already flushed face seemed to grow redder when I wiped his face for him with a cold wet hand towel. He swatted my hand away and he looked at me with a pout on his face.

I gave out an infuriated growl as he suddenly latched himself on me. I fell down onto the floor and my head hit the ground painfully. His hands pinned down on my bony shoulders. I sighed. No use fighting with a drunk Toshiya.

He straddled my waist, one leg on either side and he was looking at me with squinted eyes as if he couldn’t see me clearly(which was probably the case). "Kaoru!" he said loudly.

"What?!"

Sometimes Toshiya never makes any sense. What he says, what he does, what does he think? Well, can’t blame him for anything now coz he’s drunk and he will forget everything tomorrow.

"Nn…" he let go of my shoulders only to grab my collar. "*hic* where am I?" His face was near mine now and his voice had a calm but threatening(?) tone to it.

I rolled my eyes. "My house?" He sat up straight again, his ass shifting a little on my middle and I winced inwardly to myself. "Toshiya. Please get off me."

He rubbed his eye and then looked at me, the corners of his lips curved up. "No." He laid horizontally on me and rested his head next to mine on the carpeted floor. His long slim legs twined and played with mine. "Kaoru-kun."

To my surprise, he kissed my face, on my jaw. And my heart raced. I could feel his breath on my neck, his hand on my chest and his thigh rubbing against the front of my pants. I gulped and prayed to God for willpower.

"Hm." His index finger pressed down on Adam’s apple and I nearly choked.

"Toshiya…" I took him by his wrists and held him away so I could sit up. "I’m sleepy."

Arms looped around my neck. "Don’t…stay here and accompany me!"

"You need to sleep too!"

"Then let’s sleep together!" Toshiya batted his eyelashes at me.

Sleep together. My, how innocent that sounds.

"Oh, puh-lease, Toshiya. I don’t wanna sleep with you-you snore and hog the bed and blanket and probably kick me of the bed!" I stood up and Toshiya pouted, sitting cross-legged on the floor. He looked at me with hurt eyes. I put my hands on my hipbones and stared back at him with a hard unrelenting glare.

When you deal with someone like Toshiya, you have to be tough.

"I promise I won’t!" One of Toshiya’s hand caught the leg of my pants. The light made his eyes glint with the slight moisture. "Kao…onegai, Kao-kao…"

He tugged on my pants like a small child and my heart melted at this. I sighed at my weakness. "Okay... since you’re drunk..."

My, Toshiya’s expression sure changed fast. Beaming he got up and wrapped himself around me. "Come on, let’s go sleep together then!!!" His hand wrapped around mine and pulled me towards my bedroom. But drunk and uncoordinated as he was, he tripped over some of Kaoru’s clothes on the floor and brought both of them down.

"Toshiya!!!" I growled at him but he was giggling beneath me, his face still flushed from the alcohol. I drank as much as he did that night but I wasn’t as drunk if I was drunk at all.

"Kaoru…" I felt his hands stroking the back of my head which now had a little bruise from my earlier fall. But I forgot about the bruise the moment a pair of hot lips pressed up against mine. My eyes widened in shock. Toshiya licked and sucked on my lips and I thought I was going to die with my heart bursting like that in my ribcage. But of course I didn’t.

My lips was still parted and had Toshiya’s saliva on it when he broke off the kiss. Toshiya gazed up at me, his almond eyes were shy(?) and there were two red circles forming on his pink tinted cheeks. Silence hung around us but it didn’t matter; nothing mattered now but the two of us and the warmth spreading between us and inside my madly beating heart.

"Kao…" I didn’t let him finish saying my name even as my lips descended down on his and claimed him hungrily. I slipped my arms under his armpits to bring him up, my hands holding his head still so I could ravish his sweet lips.

"Toshiya…Toshi…ya…To…" I mumbled as my lips lathered little kisses all over his face and neck. His skin smelt nice and I loved the warmth that radiated from him. I suckled on the tender spot at the junction of his neck and shoulder. My mouth left a huge red love bite on Toshiya.

Toshiya wrapped his legs around my waist. "Do you want to…???" His smooth fingers slid down my neck to my chest.

My breathing was laboured and I knew there was no way I could turn back now. We went to the bed; he laid me down on my back and climbed over me. I felt an excited thrill tingle through my every nerve when I saw him smile seductively.

Toshiya gently kissed my eyelids and my cheeks, then wandering down to the bulge of my throat and began sucking on it as his fingers undid the buttons of my blouse. "Toshiya, I…" I felt his other hand on my stomach, circling the flat platform slowly moving lower. I gulped. "…I want you." I said it. And I felt somewhat ashamed for saying it coz it was so true.

He nodded and laid his cheek against my chest. I held his chin and kissed him. And kissed him again and again and… He sat on my lower abdomen and began to rock his hips against mine and I felt myself grow painfully hard.

"Toshiya…" I called his name.

He unzipped my pants and touched me and I moaned. His fingers were soft and gentle, almost teasing me. "Kaoru…you know…I want to kiss you," he giggled, a very hentai giggle and he bent down and kissed me and I nearly fell off the bed.

"Oh my God…" I closed my eyes and felt his lips around me. Toshiya was so good at this, somewhere in the corner of my mind I was jealous coz he had probably did this with other men before, but what pleasure he gave to me clouded that jealousy.

His mouth left me and he moved up to rest against my bear chest. My arms wrapped around him protectively and our lips met again. My hardness was now fully erect and dirty thoughts filled my mind. My hands sneaked under Toshiya’s shirt and brushed against the smooth skin beneath.

"Kaoru…"

"Hai…"

Toshiya blinked and rubbed one eye with his knuckles. "I’m sleepy."

"Huh?"

I couldn’t believe it when Toshiya draped his long body over me and fell asleep like a dead log. "Hey, Toshiya," I nudged him, trying to get him off me so I could go somewhere else to relieve myself. But to my horror he didn’t budge.

"Wah ;__;!"

Toshiya’s arms were holding me down, his face next to mine. He was so close and I was so hard but I just stayed there, cursing myself for my own stupidity. But soon the night grew deeper and I fell into a state of sleep despite my discomfort.

***

The morning/noon sun that managed to pry through my closed eyelids annoyed me and though I was already disturbed awake, I refused to open my eyes. I realised I wasn’t wearing much; I felt kinda cold. Automatically I groped for the blanket and tried to pull it close to myself but it was heavy. Reluctantly I opened my eyes and squinted at the attack of bright light.

Toshiya was rolled up in the blanket, sleeping soundly with his back to me. Still rather blur, I pulled myself up on my elbows and looked down at my bare chest and unzipped pants. I frowned at what my mind recalled.

But nothing happened last night…

Somewhere in my heart, disappointment pricked me but I ignored it, changing into a pair of shorts and clean shirt. Toshiya merely curled himself into a tight ball when I tried to wake him up.

"Wake up."

"Nm…" I knew he was awake and I poked his back and he wriggled a little. "Let me sleep…"

I looked at his side profile and brushed the stray strands of his hair away from his face. He wasn’t such a sleep addict like Kyo; he wasn’t really sleeping, just being lazy. Reminds me of Tare-panda. Really. I bent down and gave him a light peck on his cheek.

His eyes fluttered open and his body turned slightly, head tilted to the left, looking at me with a half-puzzled, half-surprised expression. Once again, that warmth flowered inside me though somewhere in my heart lingered uncertainty and fear of rejection. My lips parted for the words I meant to say but they were to dry; I couldn’t speak.

We looked at each other for a long time and he was the first to turn away and disappointment crept into my heart. I looked down at my hands quietly, not knowing what to do. My hands were quite small for a guitarist and they were smooth except for the callused tips. I rubbed the rough pads on my knees and sighed to myself.

I got off the bed. "Toshiya?" I wasn’t facing him; maybe because I felt incredibly stupid and humiliated now. "I’m sorry." I didn’t know what else to say. What was wrong with me?

"Was that a morning kiss?" he asked in his usual playful tone.

I shrugged as I fished my towel from inside a basket. I guess I might as well be casual about it. "Yeah."

His arms wrapped around me from behind. "It sucked." His sharp chin dug into my shoulder.

"……" Brat.

"I like morning kisses like this…" He turned me around and his lips plastered over mine. I looked at his closed eyes, the black lashes of his, as I felt his tongue plundering into my mouth, lips mashing viciously against mine. He tasted of last night’s alcohol but I wasn’t about to complain as I grabbed his hair and kissed him back fervently.

He arched against me, his hands touching my neck and face, mine lingering around his waist. We didn’t stop until we were both breathless.

"Toshiya…" I was panting for air. I took his hand and kissed his knuckles.

His body was so close to mine I felt his warmth radiating from him. "Hm?"

"I like you."

There.

"I like you." Again. "Be mine?" He turned away again and this time I held his chin in my hand and brought his face to face me. "Will you?"

His eyes were shy and slightly wet when they met mine. "Yes." And he smiled. "Yes, Kaoru."

We kissed again. My arms wrapped around his taller form.