SAM the Iraqi...

Hello, I am from Iraq and I live in lebanon. I did this page to show you my life story. and a different image for the moslem, arabic people and a story about UNHCR in Lebanon as a Part of big problem of the Asylum-seekers and Refugees around the World .
 
 

When I was ten years old, I met an old Kurdish woman from Kurdistan, where people were fighting against the Iraqi regime for freedom and democracy. This old woman told me the stories of how our army murdered all the men gender of her family and destroyed her village. This fact built in my heart a blind haters for the army. 

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When I was thirteen years old, my father did not join the party al-baath. To punish him, someone of the aforementioned party submitted a false report against him in which, he accused my father of dealing into politics against the Iraqi regime, which was a forbidden issue. Subsequently, my father has been arrested for four years.


 

These were the two main reasons that drove me to hate the Iraqi regime and to believe so deeply in long lasting peace and endeavor to handle problems in a good manner. I became against the policies of sadam, which aim to use the force and arms against the kurdish and Iran; I had lot of troubles.  They pursued me to the college and hindered me from pursuing my studies. Then I was obliged to join the army during the war between Iraq and Iran. Since the war was originally against my believes, I decided to react. I did in no way want to join the army. I choose to physically harm my body. Desperately, I have decided to cut my left foot and arrange it to look like as I had an accident. I used two thinks to accomplish the mission: A fuse of a hand grenade and a motorbike. At night I attached the fuse to my foot when riding the motorbike and enlightened the fuse, when it exploded, I capsized the motor and opened the tank of petrol to put some on my foot and fire started on it and the motor. I was sure my plan looks like an accident because the fire will hide the traces of the explosive powder. I was then taken to a hospital, the doctor discovered the traces of the explosion and did a report indicating that what happened was not an accident but a premeditated act, which will cost me a military trial. I had deserted the army after one year when I finished my treatment.


 

my leg with the fuse on the trace of the explosion MK 2 Grenade
my leg with the fuse on the trace of the explosion MK 2 Grenade


 

After the gulf war 2, it was so impossible to me to pursue life in my country under the tyrant system of Sadam. I fled from Iraq and head straight to Lebanon where I live. My status now is an Asylum-seeker pursuant to the 1951 UN Convention. Considering that I am seeking the Status of Refugees for I am fleeing from persecution, armed conflict and political upheavals resulting from my political opinions against Sadam regime and his policy.


 

In 1996 I left Iraq to Lebanon, I went to the UNHCR office in beirut to apply for Status of Refuge, 
they gave me appointment for interview after three months, I did not have any means to support myself or to live and knew no one in this strange country. I slept on the street the police arrested me and took me to prison. A lawyer from the  UNHCR came to deliberate my cause he interviewed me for only ten minutes, I was handcuffed he turned a blind eye to this fact ...I could not speak everything in details, I thought we will have more later meetings. I believed that the UNHCR will manage to get me out of prison I cheered myself hoping that all my grief and pain will now vanish. I was wrong. Unfortunately the things didn't go like I planned; I have waited for days nothing. I spoke to the officers in the prison who told me that the UNHCR refused to grant me the Status of refugee. I despaired, and turned my eyes from the UNHCR. I tried to depend on my self. Still after nearly six years of hard work to find one chance to go to any European country but I could not.
Troubles where after me everywhere !!!
 For the time being I am out of work .
 History repeated itself as the first time I came to Lebanon . 
I think I have the right to be a refugee with UNHCR. I hope to find solution, because I have nothing else and guess I deserve more than ten minutes.

because this I had suffered too much, for fifteen years I'd run away from police in Iraq and lebanon. Until now I am not capable to start my life like any normal human being, now I am 39 years old, I wonder? what I did to lost my live and my future? Is this because I don't want to kill peoples? is there any one understand me and can answer my questions? please.

Hello my friends, thank you for your care about me:

Here you will find more information about me, and some ideas came to my mind as answers to some questions from some friends :::
please click on the question to see the answer :::

1- Why did you put your story on the Internet?

2- For What reason did  you subscribe to the groups?

3- What is your financial situation?

4- What is your problem with the UNHCR?
 
    Humiliation (Part 1)

    War declaration (Part 2)
 
    Do I start to kill people? (part 3)

    They Want to Buy My Soul (part4)

5- How can we help?

6- What is your plan?
 

                                                                                         
 

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