Don't Want To!
"Don't Want To"

  TONIGHT --
before I sleep
I turn off --
  The ringer
I disconnect the --
Answering machine
I don't want to --
     HEAR IT
Tomorrow morning --
Tomorrow afternoon
Nor in the evening
  The inevitable --
    Never endings
  Lunacy upon --
Preposterous lunacy
  Depicting reality!
  About drive By(s) --
Stalker surveillance --
  Predatory following
Tailing the Co-victim
Continuous observances --
      Vandalism(s)
  Strange incidents
   Scattered everywhere
   A freeflow stalker
Perpetual sightings --
   Here and there
   In the desert --
   Another campsite?
     Binoculars --
Viewing the co-victim
    Trespassing --
  Breaking the order
     Photographing --
  The co-victims
    Persons, Property
    Stalking, Stalking
  Co-victim's being --
         VIOLATED
Violations running --
        RAMPANT
  A vendetta rampage
Without consequences --
  To the perpetrator
Without intervention --
Towards the perpetrator
   Shooting at the
      INNOCENTS
"Shots Fired again"
  Parking out front
     HE'S WATCHING
  Grinding the order --
Into it's true meaningless
State of insignificance
   One singular human --
A Flesh Eating Bacteria
He's spreading-spreading,
Insanity(s) upon insanity(s)
  Feeding his delusions
Gobbling up his lunacy --
He is a master craftsman --
Creating forever developing
Piles of refuse within --
       THE SHADOWS
  Of his own human
Deranged scoria form
Constantly changing --
Cars to a jeep to a ?
His body form altering --
   Sometimes mediocre
   Sometimes mildly --
    He loses weight
     He gains weight
Stalking is hard on diet?
       Over and Over
  I don't want to --
        HEAR IT
Tomorrow morning --
Tomorrow afternoon
Nor in the evening
Not more information --
About stalking without
Consequences for HIM!

By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
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**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this poem is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
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