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Physical Distress
He said I was --
"A fighter"
He said I was --
"A fighter"
He was mistaken
Once and again
Again and always
Not one segment
Of such a being
Have I ever been
I am merely --
An ill lady
Of physical distress
NEVER self-inflicted
NEVER overly professed
But always understated
As much as possible
NEVER once enjoyed
NEVER once rewarded
Such things do not --
Titillate in actuality
Such things are never --
Pleasurable in any realm
The whole reality --
I never do confess
Not to anyone
Yet it remains --
As it always will
Nothing I did
Nothing I can prevent
It's beyond my control
No one's fault
Nothing so simple
As to direct such --
Absurd accusations
The repetitions
Reverberate in rounds
Within family females
Something of HLA-B27
And additions mysterious
Each piece interconnected
Every question answered --
Within time's tides
No longer enigmatic
Nothing manufactured
Ah, but he's insane
Obsessed! Fixated!
My condition it does --
So stimulate him
It delights him
Wrapped up in delusions --
HE can never accept
His wrongness
Nor his worthlessness
Nor all of which --
He holds the blame
For his impotence
For his wasted time
And the torment --
Of the innocent
As he can NEVER --
Accept his truth
Of cowardice
It is always so --
With stalkers
They are nothing
Beyond the emptiness --
The groundlessness,
Of their megalomania.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
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