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The murk, mist, and strange visions mini-series of mini-poems……..
1. The Murk, 2) Expecting, 3) The Arrival, 4) Disconnected, 5) The Trunk, 6) Pink Rats, 7) Chases, 8) Beyond the Fence, 9) Alice Visited, 10) Hypnosis, 11) Neighbors, 12) Darkened Mirrors, 13) Alice Died, 14) Weakness, 15)Frailty, 16) Body Beautiful, 17)The Aunt, 18)Pills, 19) Dangler Dropped
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1)
"The Murk"
The murk swirls
Around the mote
Around the lake
Over thick lawns
Into those gardens
Within great walls
The murk dances
A spongy gray
All fingers and hands
Through estate windows
Playing ring around ---
The tainted rosy
Round and round
The grand towers
And somewhere within
All of that mist
Alice lives forever.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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2)
"Expecting"
Daniella's expecting
Daniella's expecting
The pampered treasure
Ileena's seen her
What every lady wishes
In a thick jumper
In a denim jumper
All new and starched
All little girlish
A cutesy pixie
The pixie girl
A pin-up model
Of Winnie the Pooh
And Disney wonders
Daniella's expecting
In a pretty dress
In a denim jumper
And a brand new car
"White as the driven snow"
All of the sort
Ileena never had.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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3)
"The Arrival"
Jamie's arrived
Once again dropped
Dropped and fallen
Into that fix
Into that mix
Fallen and let go
Over sulfur and blood
And a candle's burn
He simply let go
Jamie's left alone
Too heavy to run
Away from them
Who all close in
In masks and gloves
In masks and gloves
Upon that night
Yet this very time
It was they -----
Who inevitably died!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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** This is a recreation of a former event where the outcome is altered. It is part of a descriptive series.
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4)
"Disconnected"
Swirling full circle
To Alice again
From Alice to death
There're only two things
Alice and death
Above who killed Alice?
So everything seems
As that cold wheel
Spins round and round
As the little hamster
Works out its stress
Out for $5.00
And death wonders
If it over-paid
As Alice screams
Let Me on out ----
Of this horrible cage!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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5)
"The Trunk"
Lorniey digs deeply
Through a trunk
A dusty ancient ----
Brown storage trunk
A hidden hoard
She pulls out a blouse
Then a pink sweater
She plows further in
And drags out a scrapbook
She opens it slowly
And there is everything
Left of sweet Alice
And somehow it isn't ---
Nearly enough.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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6)
"Pink Rats"
The tiny pink rats
They raced away
Chased and harassed
By giant purple cats
They ran amok
Over Granddad's grave
They danced and shrieked
All over the porch
They got into the house
And made a grand mess
Lorniey does insist
The truth of such tales
Upon midnight's smile
Upon that eve's moon
The rats were PINK
The cats were PURPLE
As Grandmother dared ---
Dye their white hairs!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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7)
"Chases"
Fugues are beggars
Pleading "Do-overs"
Dreams are screamers
Biting at restraints
Wishes are branches
Sprouting out defeat
These are refusals
Fighting the leash
Leashes are cruelties
Within each reality
Cruelties are barriers
Foiling every success
Wants are minerals
Needs are fuel
Propelling the desperate
Into endless chases.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1998
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Previously published.
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8)
"Beyond the Fence"
Daniella is near
Once again here
Not exactly here
But she's near
A tad over there
Beyond the fence
Daniella is there
And Ileena saw her
Right over there
Daniella is there
A quick glance
Revealed the tale
All glossed hair
And a flowered dress.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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9)
"Alice Visited!"
Alice visited lastnight!
Lorniey swears it
Ariel does too
Jackie dances over it
Tianna sings its songs
Christy chatters excitedly
Kwashi races the halls
Alice came back!
The mere wisped thought
Alice could again
Linger to play
In a winters dress
White and gold striped
Oh, everyone remembers
As everyone wishes
Alice was here!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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10)
"Hypnosis"
Ileena is sleepy
Sleepy and fading
Fading and floating
A doctor poses ---
The vital question
That very crux
To the swaying ---
Of a watch chain
"You hate Daniella…"
"Don't you Ileena?"
And the voiced response
Comes so slowly
Slowly and sluggishly
A slurred movement
"Oh no …………"
"Why should I ?"
After all Ileena knows
As Ileena's learned
All Grandmother taught
And Grandfather slapped
Into her skull
Brandings come at birth
Bad girls are branded
Good girls are not
And all(s) decided
Before they can talk.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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**This poem depicts a metaphorical hypnosis not a real life hypnosis. This poem is figurative in meaning not literal. Many of these works contain figurative and metaphorical meanings. None of the characters portrayed in this work are minors under the age of 18 either! LOL! The inner contents of this work do not revolve around any minors anymore than the work is about people under the age of 18 -- which it is undeniably about adults.
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11)
"Neighbors"
Ah, we have good neighbors
Neighborly neighbors!
Neighborly hillbillies
And their heads ---
Are stuffed far back
Stuffed so far back
And so deep in
"Cry for the Strangers"
As Mr. John Saul wrote
An entire novel
About our neighbors!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
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Unrelated note to the readers: I highly recommend all John Saul novels for your reading enjoyment!!
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12)
"Darkened Mirrors"
A mirror-ward glance
And Jackie gasps
Choking upon air
Through the dusk
Towards that image
She turns around
Ever so s-l-o-w-l-y
She looks again
Daring to do this!
Into the nights view
Within that glass
That silver tainted glass
And it's still there
The ghost! The specter!
She's still there
As Lorniey and Ariel
Bound in to take over
And they cry out
Alice is back!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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13)
"Alice Died"
She Died at 16
She died at 16
All sweet 16
And no such party
They killed her then
They pulled her away
And ate her up
They labeled it neatly
A drug addiction
"Not terminal illness!"
But the others knew
Alice used NO drugs
Alice NEVER took drugs
Alice was chaste ---
And clean and pretty
Alice NEVER used drugs
It was a cover-up
Masking the truth
She died at 16
She died at 16
They killed her then
They took her nowhere
She died at home
And they covered it up!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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14)
"Weakness"
Why are they so clumsy?
Why am I so weak?
Used to be so strong
What takes 70 pounds
To knock me out
1000 pounds couldn't do
Way back when
Way back when
I used to be so strong.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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15)
"Frailty"
A head snapped back
A skull went whack
Like a newborn
A smallest knick
And back it snaps
Low motor control
Atrophied muscles
Something too pathetic
A feeble-feeble neck
The head snapped back
Whatever happened
To cause such frailty.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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16)
"Body Beautiful"
The body beautiful
The body treasured
Worked and sleek
Worked and sleek
To that masterpiece
That artful wonder
A body beautiful
Then one night
Lapped into morn
Dipped in mourning
No more lovelies
No more pride
Just droopsy whoopsy
And this spread
Up further and further
A droopsy infection
From head to toe
Unzipped zippers
Unclasped claspers
That can't close-up
To body beautiful ---
Anymore.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
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17)
"The Aunt"
The aunt died
The aunt died
A good aunt
A grandest lady
The one I called ---
Mother
When I was ---
Younger
The aunt died
Just last-night
And I've none
Tears to share
Nor many words
Neither emotions
Beyond the logic
Colder than stone ---
Observations
Life has made me
Far too hard.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
March/29/1999
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18)
"Pills"
What was his name?
Oh, I don't remember
You see I never ---
Met him exactly
I only dreamt him
I'd know him ---
If I saw him
I think I could
Recall the name then
I think I must
See him again
And so very soon
Goodnight! Goodnight!
A few more pills
And we'll all sleep tight.
By Ileena Delomprie
Copyright © 1999
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19)
"Dropped Dangler"
Dropped that dangler
Caught it again
Another yo-yo(s)---
Loopty Doopty act
Clutched it tightly
And stared at it
And stared at it
The hands didn't believe
What the eyes did see
That horrid putty
Seeping through fingers
All crimson and ruined
Dropped it again
And someone shouts ---
Oops droopsy whoopsy!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved
Library of Congress ©!
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No rights to publish, copy, download, redistribute, redisplay, in part or whole form implied or granted without obtaining direct written permission from the author. Please contact Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com if you have any questions or comments.
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"Mecca"
It's hopeless!
It's hopeless!
There's NOTHING --
HERE
Beyond the ruins --
HE has created
With his behaviors --
That NEVER stop!
Ah, but that's --
ENOUGH
Enough to thrill him
Enough to document
And make his excuses --
OVER AND OVER
He's a scapegoat artist
He's a slander master
He's a projection Guru
He's of the incubus order
He believes HE'LL --
NEVER have to stop!
This is his purpose --
His life in entirety
He's found his demon's --
MECCA.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
All rights reserved
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No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com
**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this poem is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
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Questions to Lady Lost Part Twelve (Off the Cuff Answers):
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1) You write a great deal, particularly in poems and other works not featured upon this site, about, "Alice." The alleged perpetrator (soon to be abbreviated Cyris style as the alleged perp) attempted to use these works for his deranged purposes. Can you explain a little more about these works true meaning? Well, most of what I ever wanted to reveal is already in the Trilogy Series. So I don't know what else I can say. I guess I can tell you Alice is not a multiple! LOL! Yes, the nut puppy insisted Alice was a multiple, isn't that a riot? LOL! I can also tell you the whole Alice situation was not in any way self-inflicted as that certain nut bunny also fixates over this incorrect conclusion in many areas. I suppose I could add that, initially, it was no one's fault and that no one could have prevented it entirely. For more, people are just going to have to purchase the Trilogy Series!
2) I believe I have asked you this before; however, I should ask once again for additional clarity purposes: What is your opinion of the alleged perp's interpretation of your many works? Yes, you've asked me that before and in length! I believe he's wackadoodle doo, mentally retarded, nearly illiterate, under-educated, delusional, unjustifiably egotistical, and totally fishing for meanings that never existed in any of my works. I believe his conclusions as beyond absurd. I think even he may know this last part to be true, but he can't admit it as he needed and still needs to rewrite my work's definitions, warp them to the maxim, to serve his demented purposes. If he had chosen to view my works realistically his supposed theory wouldn't have lasted for two seconds in his mind or in anyone else's mind. He's a stalker though and stalkers use whatever they can. They don't care whether it's reality or fabrication. And with the masses of non-poetry readers or extremely limited poetry readers being pretty ignorant about poetry and poetic expression I believe he figured using my poetry the way he has would be the perfect scam! Now, I believe he's figuring out that his scam isn't really working too well.
3) Speaking of his, scam as you so appropriately phrase it, he appears to be particularly fixated on a poem which used the wording, "Dropped Dangler," and he insisted this poem referred to your son's genitals. What do you think of this? The same as what I've said in answering question number two (2). It's another case of where if it weren't for all the helpless, hapless, voiceless and innocents combinations this could get to be entertaining, given no other more appealing choices within the system. He's sick! He's totally loony tunes! That poem, without having it in front of me and I know you're looking for it Gunther, was written about either an adult male or an adult female. I think he got on the same demented band wagon with many other works, like "Droopsy Whoopsies," too. Only a true pervert would take these phrases and change them to mean such sick things. I believe he's just such a pervert. Moreover, I think his fixation on these phrases of mine and his false interpretations is overwhelming evidence of where his head is at! Any non-perverted person would take the meanings in context! The context and the reality are related to the situation, which has absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with any juvenile body part! In fact, the entire concept of juvenile bodies in general is so far out of the picture in my writings that it's unreal! Heck, he even gets into his garbage with, "A Needles End," and other works that have nothing to do with juveniles and a male could never experience any of the traumas depicted within these works! He went so far as to get into his nonsense with a work I wrote which contained some lines about the charley horses, horribly painful, that I get in my own person foot. He's just crazy!
**A number of the works are found and presented below with valid limited comments from Lady Lost:
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"Dropped Dangler"
Dropped that dangler
Caught it again
Another yo-yo(s)---
Loopty Doopty act
Clutched it tightly
And stared at it
And stared at it
The hands didn't believe
What the eyes did see
That horrid putty
Seeping through fingers
All crimson and ruined
Dropped it again
And someone shouts ---
Oops droopsy whoopsy!
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved
Library of Congress ©!
**Note from Lady Lost: What a reader could notice here is the use of the phrase Droopsie Whoopsie or Droopsy Whoopsy, both meaning the same thing. This is a phrase used repeatedly in many works of a related nature. The relation becomes clearer and clearer as the works are looked at in reasonable context.
**Now that I actually get to see the poem in full form I know this one was unfortunately written about an adult female. I say unfortunately, as it is obviously not a happy subject!
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"Frailty"
A head snapped back
A skull went whack
Like a newborn
A smallest knick
And back it snaps
Low motor control
Atrophied muscles
Something too pathetic
A feeble-feeble neck
The head snapped back
Whatever happened
To cause such frailty.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
** Here is a slightly unrelated work, however also a work which the alleged perpetrator is fixated with.
**The lines, "LIKE a newborn," and "Atrophied muscles," "Whatever happened," "To cause such frailty," are the crux of this work.
1)"Like," indicates it is not an infant, but someone who feels as helpless as an infant.
2)"Atrophied muscles," indicate that the muscles are atrophied, the muscles were not always in this condition, there has been a change. Infants do not have atrophied muscles. This indicates that the person is an adult who has undergone a change which lead to atrophied muscles and weakness. This adult person, or older person -- old enough to have developed muscles that have been changed by some situation/circumstances, again feels very helpless.
4) "Whatever happened," again indicates a change from the norm. It does not indicate that this condition is the norm, as it would be the norm with an infant. This is a person who was once physically different or a person who feels helpless due to perceived personal alterations from the norm once known. The approaching poem, "Body Beautiful," describes some of the ways in which the author, me, felt different once.
4) "To cause such frailty," again states that this person feels their personal condition has been altered from the norm. One would not state something like, "What happened," "To cause such frailty," about an infant because infants are this way as the norm of development!
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"Body Beautiful"
The body beautiful
The body treasured
Worked and sleek
Worked and sleek
To that masterpiece
That artful wonder
A body beautiful
Then one night
Lapped into morn
Dipped in mourning
No more lovelies
No more pride
Just droopsy whoopsy
And this spread
Up further and further
A droopsy infection
From head to toe
Unzipped zippers
Unclasped claspers
That can't close-up
To body beautiful ---
Anymore.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
**Note from Lady Lost: Here we have another poem that uses the common phrase droopsy whoopsy in context with a body once beautiful concept. "Worked and sleek," "Worked and sleek," "To that masterpiece," "That artful wonder," "A body beautiful."
**These lines indicate again an alteration in a body which was worked and sleek, etc. This is obviously an adult body, which has undergone undesirable changes. It comes from the old concept of body beautiful in the work out era of aerobics and whatnot.
"No more pride," "Just droopsy whoopsy," "And this spread,""Up further and further," "A droopsy infection," "From head to toe," "Unzipped zippers," "Unclasped claspers," "That can't close-up," "To body beautiful --- Anymore."
**Here additional lines talk about adult alterations very clearly. These are a few examples of the context in which works must be taken. The term droopy whoopsy cannot mean one thing in one work and an entirely different thing in another work no more than a real English word can change meanings completely from one thing to an entirely other unrelated thing. The theme is very consistent in all of these works -- it reports a change in body and life for an adult person. It reports an unexpected alteration in the reality for an adult person. Unexpected would also indicate it was not self-planned or self-inflicted. The writer, in this case myself, is expressing shock and confusion about the situation and in this I am trying to explore what is happening, what has happened and process it out.
**It also states items that logically cannot happen to males.
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"Weakness"
Why are they so clumsy?
Why am I so weak?
Used to be so strong
What takes 70 pounds
To knock me out
1000 pounds couldn't do
Way back when
Way back when
I used to be so strong.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
Library of Congress ©.
** Here is another example of personal adult feelings of alteration and helplessness. "Why am I so weak?"
"Used to be so strong," "What takes 70 pounds," "To knock me out," "1000 pounds couldn't do," "Way back when
Way back when," "I used to be so strong." Now one must ask what weighs 70 pounds that was in my life back then? Me thinks it was my doggies! Infants don't weigh 70 pounds! LOL Also dogs can be very clumsy! They really get all excited and run right into you and sometimes dogs do knock you down. Could this and other things, forces that are larger than you when you are a weak female also knock you down, causing your neck to snap back? I think so, I know so.
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"Hateful Reminders"
Joseph is available
Warming Ileena’s hunger
Seducing lost beauties
Lingering upon fringes
Begging for release
To swoon and swoon
Wandering into dreams
Dreams of lovers
Lovers of want’s tides
To have and to hold
To cradle beloved’s
That steadfast cherishing
Carried into places
Too sweet to mention
Too tender to waste
As Ariel’s forced ----
To come forth chiding
To wag hard fingers
Before wistful eyes
To bare realities
Loath to do this
Ariel simply must
Strike upon reminders
As Ileenas smitten
Too smitten to see
Love isn’t possible
NO ONE WANTS
Oops droopsy whoopsies
Nor labor’s mistakes
NO ONE DESIRES
Ileena’s inner love
Love isn’t enough
When there’s damages
Where splendor lays
Itself down in surrender.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 1999
All rights reserved.
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No permission to print, copy, download, redistribute, or display elsewhere outside of this website, without written permission from the author. Please forward all inquiries, comments, or requests to agent of the author, Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com
** Here's yet another one which uses the phrase droopsy whoospy in context. Again it is absolutely nothing in the world to do with juvenile body parts! It has nothing to do with any child. It has to do with adult situations and adult issues. It is completely expressing an adult alteration in very shy thus understated adult terms. And it is the business of the adult expressing these feeling to cope with them in her own way. The victim within this work is clearly a grown female. No child is listed as the cause, the cause and the end is adult in nature.
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5) Amazing and what truly excellent descriptions! This should be quite enlightening to any readers who may have been foolish enough to have any doubts. Do you truly believe the alleged perpetrator was of the opinion that this scam of his could work in light of such obvious interpretations? You'd be surprised, shocked really, at how many people don't take words and phrases in context, or look at the repetitions, and then apply some logic. "Person-in-situation," is a huge part of this context process represented within my works. But I'm glad you were able to dig up some of these works so that I could comment on them and define them specifically. Thank you!
6) It appears to me that you were harmed and as a result these poems were created? This is undeniably the truth of the matter. However, the crux of this is not where the fruit loop says it is and moreover this situation should remain my sole problem. Crazy person stalking intervention makes the problem worse for everyone! I stress the, "everyone," in this! This nut puppy was not and is still not invited into the picture. In fact, this nut puppy is nothing but a sickening perpetrator himself! To be more specific with a statement I made a few sentences up, the rabid little nut bunny, the dangerous coward himself, the very flesh eating bacteria, the tick man, says the crux occurred in my childhood and he is royally El Wrongo! LOL! We'll just start calling him the wrong way stalker! I hope my readers do enjoy these revelations and that they write you svanludwick@yahoo.com to share their opinions and perhaps some minor gratitude!
Copyright © 2002
All rights reserved
Library of Congress Copyright
International Copyright
No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than upon this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com
**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this work is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
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"Excuse ME!"
Please excuse --
My typos
I abhor --
ENDLESS
Proofreading
CEASELESS --
Word checking
I am tired
Time is ebbing
The life force --
DRAINING
Out of my being
The pandemonium
Has persisted --
In progress
For too long
And I have --
CREATED
None of it --
The bedlam
The asylum
Of existence
I did nothing --
To deserve
"Blame the victim"
Hour has ended
"Sometimes bad things"
"Happen to good people"
Someone else's --
Brilliant book title
I am a poet --
Not a philosopher
Of such magnitude
Please excuse --
The typos
The imperfections
Of these pages --
I have made
I abhor --
ENDLESS
Proofreading.
(Here's a poem for both Lady Lost and I, written by Lady Lost)
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
All rights reserved
Library of Congress Copyright
International Copyright
No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than upon this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com
**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this work is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
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