Momentary Hopeful Vision
  "Momentary Hope"

He's imploding --
Then exploding
At the very skull
Of his solo being
It is beautiful
As the "Louvre"
He dramatizes --
Every insignificance
He can formulate--
Or twist or flip --
Rewrite or recreate
Yet this one single --
Moment of grace
A sardonic artwork
It is breathtaking
That blood splattered
Bone splintering
Self-inflicted quality
It is wondrous
A maniacal logic
A touch of clarity
A coward risen
Into a man of --
Momentary worth
For one millisecond
He owns himself
In full vision --
Of what he is:
A flagitious entity
A pure malignancy
Unsuited for continuance
A pathetic basilisk
Simply another mutation
Of ignominious form
Who's made his choices
Who's set his patterns
In cycling repetitions
Always to perpetrate --
Or isolate in tides
Until the subsequent --
Incidence of perpetration(s)
Beckons his vigilance
Above all else --
Incapable, Unwilling:
To suffer alterations --
Which requires arduous --
Uncontaminated clarity
The phone warbles --
Contemptuously under cloth
Startling me awake
Alas, it was merely --
A euphonious dream
Of exquisite splendor.


By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
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No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com

**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this work is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.

** It must be noted that Lady Lost has been plagued by this individual referred to in many terms within these webpages for an extended time period of years. Therefore, Lady Lost has evolved in her expressive realm over time. The falsely apparent appearance of fearlessness on the part of Lady Lost should be viewed as the reality, which occurs when a victim passes the phase of helpless terror and enters into the next phase, which is oftentimes anger at the continuation of the perpetrator's behaviors.  The social system within Lady Lost's domain has been entirely ineffective at the task of capturing and prosecuting this predatory individual, known in some works as the Flesh Eating Bacteria." This reality is placing Lady Lost in a hideous circumstance of terror turned to anger and anger remains a useless helpless emotional state within the current situation.  Similar to all other emotions, anger is processed through creative writing experiences.

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  "The Writing's Warning"

My writings --
Are my accounts,
Of what's happened!
If you don't like it!
DO NOT READ IT!
My written words --
Are reality and fiction,
Complexity and simplicity,
Literal and figurative,
Concrete and metaphorical,
Truth and personification,
It is rated --
Both PG and R!
In vacillations!
If you don't like it --
Do not read it!
If it gives you strange --
Destructive urges,
Stop reading NOW and --
Seek help immediately!
If it makes you want --
To do harmful things,
To yourself or others,
See a qualified professional
           TODAY!
Utilize a crisis line!
Call a good therapist!
Contact a hospital --
Tell them what you feel!
Do NOT harm anyone!
Things are harmful --
If they would upset,
The victim, victim's friends,
Victim's family or neighbors!
Things are harmful --
If they hurt or disrupt,
Terrorize or coerce!


By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
All rights reserved
Library of Congress Copyright
International Copyright
No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. Please contact agent of the author: Mr. Gunther S. Vanludwick at svanludwick@yahoo.com

**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this work is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions
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