The weekend is leaking into the weak week and there's no new signs of that Stalkadillo! Perhaps this very SPECIAL, it kind of sort of turning into the special Olympics of stalkadillodom, is having an unexpected side effect -- the side effect of keeping him all busy and all merrily banged up with his rather unique and bizarre and perverted little "perversion by proxy" form of VaVaVaVooooooooooooooom! Everyone knows and I mean EVERYONE KNOWS that he does the old,
"oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" routine when he stalks whatever he stalks, whether he stalks the utterly helpless-voiceless, the covictims, me or this website (if he's still stalking this website). I guess this means he can substitute victims quickly and easily and I must say, in a chicken-hearted way, admirably efficiently making rapid alterations from stalking the living to the inanimate and perhaps back again without even losing, That loving feeling ooooooohh, that loving feeling now it's HERE HERE HERE, oooooooooohhhhh!" Yupper dupper he's a stalking doodle dandy UGH. An absolute stalking phenomenon -- he's a multilevel multi-pleasures with pleasures abounding Stalkadillo icko sicko thing. He was once, "the boy called IT,"that should have been the real boy called it thereby sparing the sweet boy that was the boy called IT! Oopsie whoospie, another phenomenon he's taken onto himself somehow, amazingly really -- he's got himself a droopsie whoopsie! LOL! Oh oh though, without the, "Oh oh oh oh Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" -- now he's got something else, some other wretched tale of child abuse to study and pin on his victims! LOL! I will say it now, I will declare it in my own humble defense, I will SHOUT it out to the cosmos -- I'm truly sorry to the real boy called IT! When I make fun of your true life horror story don't take it personally -- blame it on the Stalkadillo, that stalkadoodle dandy (opposite of dandy; and why not slide into sacred kiddisms this little perpie-twerp doesn't differentiate between the adult's and the child's realms of life!) that gets so uncontrollably randy off of this sick stuff! Could that poor boy called IT even imagine that soon, so very SOOOOOOOON, another, well physically grown man, will be reading his book and absorbing his horrid tale while going through that now well known, ""oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" routine? I can imagine not! No one else could become excited over such a hideous tale. But then it's different strokes for different folks right? And as the extreme liberals say, we should be accepting of these intemperate perpie-twerps because they're SICK! Their sickness revolves around so many endlessly revolving doors -- like the projection factor door. You know, come to think of it the perpie-twerp did used to confess to having been a severely abused child himself. He used to tell me about how his papa ran away and his mother and he and his siblings were plunged from wealth into utter poverty almost overnight and his mother had some kind of drinking problem or something like that and she couldn't control the kids. So his siblings went berserk and they all got into drugs general wildness, and petty crime and constantly beat the snot out of the poor baby Stalkadillo! Yes the Stalkadillo was the baby of the family. Even his female Stalkadillo sibling(s) battered the snot out of him! And his papa never even came to visit nor did papa pay child support or do anything else for his brood. And there was a brood -- lots of children, like traditional Roman Catholic style, no contraception was used between the parents. Stalkadillo baby never saw his papa again until he grew into a big stalkadill to be and then I think he said he saw papa briefly and papa never really apologized for abandoning him and the others. Now Stalkadillo's mother did remarry eventually, but the fellow she remarried, I guess he never bonded much with the children because Stalkadillo never had anything good to say about step-father. Plus, if this isn't rotten enough, Stalkadillo told me that his siblings told him that his papa used to beat up his mother! Baby stalkadillo was sooooooooooooooo young when his Dad ran away that he doesn't remember any domestic violence in the relationship between his parents! He said something about his siblings telling him his Dad pushed or in some manner struck and caused his mother to fall down the stairs on the last night his Dad was at the house…. But that's the scoop everyone! Stalkadillo was a severely abused child! Now that's typical of males that grow into stalkers…. Also there was no structure in the Stalkadillo's family, this is also typical of males who grow up to suffer (usually by abusing others) with even more multi-layered and bizarre behavioral problems -- one being a lack of mature insight into his actions! Then we can hop into ego defenses and where all his projections, delusions, general immaturity, inability to have a healthy adult committed relationship, controlling behaviors, coercion schemes, megalomania, and other PPPPPROBLEMS might come from! We can take the well documented route of what happens to children in cases of domestic violence orrrrr we can delve deeper, but deeper means courses in psychology. Onward with the Stalkadillo revelations: he told me he had a fiancée once when he was very young and he CHEATED on her for no good reason, she wasn't doing anything wrong, she was a good young partner for him. After he CHEATED on her he felt so guilty and he really couldn't process his guilt feelings and get passed it so he just dumped her! He never went to a psychologist to find out why he cheated for no reason, he never tried to really work it out with her -- he just dumped her and she hadn't done anything wrong! She went on to marry a nice winner of a guy and the Stalkadillo went on to have no one special forever and ever….. Hmmmm, what's wrong with this picture? I can understand cheating in entrapment situations if the spouse is has done serious horrendous things wrong and the individuals are for all logical purposes separated -- everyone slips up. But cheating on someone who has done nothing wrong and then life-long isolation except for perhaps some meaningless flings with meaningless people and then stalking… Yes, I guess the Stalkadillo has truly regressed even further into his sickness between when he was, what in his early 20's or so and engaged to this sweet slip of a girl, and now that he's much older and much more deranged! When I knew the Stalkadillo he didn't really want to communicate or be with his family at all either. He didn't partake in holidays or other events commonly enjoyed by family and close friends……. He didn't have a house and didn't seem to want one…. Did I ever mention that he used to call my son, the same child he NEVER met and NEVER spoke to (not even on the telephone) but professes to be the self-proclaimed sick savior of, "THE BOY," He always used to call my son, "THE BOY." Hmmmm, it used to really offend me! I'd correct him, but he's just keep calling him, "THE BOY." Very very strange. It was a real mega turn off for me! It spiked my hackles and the hairs on the back of my neck would rise every time he said, "THE BOY." He never called this child anything other than, "THE BOY." This amongst MANY other problems of inappropriateness, debasement, devaluation, insults, controlling behaviors, bizarre discreet accusations meandering out of his mouth kind of sort of sneakily towards me and members of my family, etc. led to my flight from this creep who I only knew for about four months! A common pattern is that Stalkadillos ALWAYS seem so incredibly charming at first -- and when you get to know them it's FREAK OUT time! Now the Stalkadillo oftentimes doesn't ever get to know the victim as the victim frequently flees before the Stalkadillo really has a grasp of who the victim actually is… Then the stalking begins and continues, continues, continues, continues…. The Stalkadillo engages in the endless patterns of, "oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,oh,ah,
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" over his stalking pleasures… He tries to charm and manipulate and use any potential source of aid he can find. It's his thing. His Mecca's journey.
By Lady Lost
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