He wants it, desires it, dreams of it in his simpering stalking tides. He's afraid to declare it, afraid of his reality, afraid of reality's consequences. He's cloaked his motivation(s) beneath overt delusions of righteousness. He's declared himself a LONE superhero in his avoidance schema's prepubescent comic book fantasy. His darkened world is skewed and ruinous and rabid as the black death he inwardly embraces. He wants it, desires it, dreams of it in his simpering stalking tides. He's bottled it up and packaged it in a form he believes the masses will accept. He pursued what he does not deserve as a self-righteous sickling at the trough of elusive goodness. He consumes emptily of what he does not understand and is not granted. He demands the riches of worth that he has never earned. He feigns his merit through negative exploitations he clothes in deceptive layers as if it were truth. He wants it, desires it, he dreams of it in his simpering stalking tides. And his dreams are multiples of his shrouded unnoticed multifaceted chameleon reality. Beneath the rampant evil he is the lost child of his father's abandonment. Lost and unseen and unprocessed as the specter within his mirror. He is segmented, splintered and blind to himself beyond salvation's reach. And his actions finish the punch, finish the punch, deeming him unworthy of pity or effort to empathize with his self-determined plight.
By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
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