Don't Want To!
"Don't Want To!"

Tonight before I sleep --
I turn off the ringer
  I disconnect the --
   Answering machine
  I don't want to --
      HEAR IT
Tomorrow morning --
  Tomorrow afternoon
Nor in the evening
    The inevitable --
     Never endings
   Lunacy upon --
Preposterous lunacy
  Depicting reality!
About drive By(s) --
Stalker surveillance --
  Predatory following
Tailing the Co-victim
Continuous observances --
    Vandalism(s)
  Strange incidents
  Scattered everywhere
    A freeflow stalker
  Perpetual sightings --
     Here and there
     In the desert --
   Another campsite?
     Binoculars --
Viewing the co-victim
    Trespassing --
  Breaking the order
    Photographing --
   The co-victims
    Persons, Property
   Stalking, Stalking
    Co-victim's being --
        VIOLATED
Violations running --
     RAMPANT
  A vendetta rampage
Without consequences --
  To the perpetrator
Without intervention --
Towards the perpetrator
   Shooting at the
     INNOCENTS
"Shots Fired again"
  Parking out front
    HE'S WATCHING
Grinding the order --
   Into it's true
     MEANINGLESS
State of insignificance
  One singular human --
A Flesh Eating Bacteria
  Spreading, Spreading,
Insanity(s) upon insanity(s)
  Feeding his delusions
Gobbling up his lunacy --
He is a master craftsman --
Creating forever developing
Piles of refuse within --
     THE SHADOWS
   Of his own human
    Deranged scoria
Constantly changing --
   Cars to a jeep to a ?
His body form altering --
   Sometimes mediocre
        Muscular
   Sometimes mildly --
    Sometimes greatly
         ALTERED   
    He loses weight
      He gains weight
Stalking is hard on diet?
Over and over and over
   I don't want to --
        HEAR IT
  Tomorrow morning --
    Tomorrow afternoon
  Nor in the evening
Not more information --
About stalking without
Consequences for HIM!


By Lady Lost
Copyright © 2002
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**As with all poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented on this webpage, this poem is a personal subjective expression of its author's own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. This statement is in no way intended to invalidate or minimize the powerful and poignant experiences of this author. However, this statement is intended to indicate that creative expressions such as these written forms of artwork are derived from their author's own personal feelings, thoughts, beliefs and opinions.
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