1) What does the individual (flesh eating bacteria) accuse you, the poet, of doing? Everything deranged that I could possibly imagine plus a great deal more. He's way out there beyond the outer reaches of the Twilight Zone. He has come up with accusations that are so bizarre in nature that absolutely no one with 2 healthy functioning brain cells would ever even consider to be a remote reality.
2) Have you come up with any conclusive plans for eliminating his (above) capacity for perpetration? No, not yet. Without wealth or help there's nothing that can be done.
3) Does the trilogy series deal with this (I.E. stalking) issue? Absolutely it does in graphic detail. It says everything I currently care to say about this topic.
4) Does the trilogy series reveal his (flesh eating bacteria's) name or reveal any contacting information about this individual? No it doesn't for many reasons. Those reasons few would likely consider are the following: 1) The transference factor -- where he transfers himself to new innocent victims. 2) The satisfaction factor -- where he gets his willies out of that form of recognition.
5) Do you honestly believe he gets satisfaction out of being known and/or recognized? I believe it is a very good possibility. I believe he hungers to be important and to be recognized in his own sick way……. I believe he wants to be a star as revealed by numerous facts, such as the book he wanted to write about me, using my webpage poetry as a case study of his wackadoodle doo conclusions basically…. Also there are the other things he has written to me and said (in early 2002) that lead me to believe he is after power, control, domination, maniacal destruction and acknowledgement. I realize no sane person would want recognition for being a perp, but then he isn't sane and he additionally denies being a perp!
6) What can you share with your readers about this individual (flesh eating bacteria)? He's a male, between 30 something-40 years of age, approximately 6 ft (give or take an inch or a few inches), Caucasian, athletic, crazy as a loon, aggressive, dangerous, highly problematic, obsessed, stereotypical stalker +, focused on long-term perpetration, average to above average IQ in the stalking arena, delusional yet somewhat controlled to continue perpetration, transfers to others, etc. etc. etc. It's all in the trilogy minus specific identifying information about him. What is stated depicts any white male in good physical health and of average height while perpatrating his deranged bevahiors. The behaviors, believe it or not, are not that unusual for this kind of perp either.....
7) So you're saying that there's no possible way someone who reads and studies the trilogy series can figure out who this man actually is? No they could not. Unless someone already knew all about him before they read the books no one can identify who he is by reading the trilogy series. The series simply does NOT give out any identifying information about him. It is poetry and artistic essay, not a biography- documentary. In addition, no one I can think of would be obsessed enough to throw away years of their life trying to track down who he is…
8) Do you still believe he (flesh eating bacteria) would do nearly anything to obtain a copy of the trilogy series? Probably-possibly. This depends on how preoccupied he is with any given current sick pursuit. He may try to get around to it, but he has absolutely NO LEGAL RIGHT whatsoever. This is especially true, as the trilogy series is completely legal, as it does not provide any identifying information about him. There is no reason he should have it.
9) How would you respond if he (flesh eating bacteria) requested to purchase a copy? It'd never happen. From every angle, it would never occur. All buyers will be screened to ensure they are not him. I will not have to do this. Others will do it for me! This factor was carefully analyzed before the series was offered on the market.
10) Do you believe he (flesh eating bacteria) would be that interested in acquiring a copy, to go so far as to purchase one? Well, I rather doubt he would be willing to spend any money on it. It's easier for him to continue perpetrating locally, which is free. As he has no desire for a normal life, that I can envision, he has no foreseeable time limit to his lunacy. He has no foreseeable cut off date by which he will complete his activities and then attempt to earn a stable, meaningful, healthy life.
11) What a bizarre personality type! Do you mean to say you see no actual evidence that this perpetrator has requirements (emotionally or otherwise) for the kind of life everyone else desires? That is exactly what I am saying. These kinds of people aren't like you and me. These kinds of people are so out-there, sick, different that normal people can't even begin to really understand them. The only people who understand them at all are forensic specialists! I'm not positive the psychiatric forensic specialist really have a handle on them either -- but they're still heads and tails over the rest of us in their understanding abilities!
12) How does a person become as mentally ill as this type of perpetrator? Well, that's kind of a question better answered by forensic specialists and I really haven't had time to research it myself…. I would guess (and some of this I know) the following: 1) Chemical imbalance in the brain leading to insanity. 2) Extensive childhood abuse. 3) Severe family dysfunction with no healthy family interactions at all -- never. 4) Serious drug abuse at some point in life. 5) Most of these kinds of people are male. 6) Genetic predisposition. 7) Drug and/or other substance abuse in the family history -- a great deal of this. 8) A history of getting away with these behaviors and getting rewards for it. 9) No boundaries set for behavior in childhood. 10) Abandonment issues. One or both parent(s) abandoned him in childhood or he felt as if they did. 11) No negative judgments for his behaviors within his family. 12) Overly permissive family environment. I believe number 12 is a biggy. From what I've read and seen of these kinds of people a common thread seems to be that overly permissive family, where the child was not given strict boundaries for behaviors -- there were no real parent figures. The child is allowed to get away with outrageous things and no one really disciplines that child or reacts with a solid negative judgement about that behavior no matter how horrible the behavior is/was -- or the behaviors are not noticed because the parents aren't really present. There are certainly other factors that come into play here as well ----- it's not just a matter of number 12 in any case….. Obviously he is insane -- so there's a chemical imbalance or genetic predisposition or other things that would be noticed by a forensic specialist. I'm truly not qualified to state what went wrong in this nut puppy's life!
13) That is amazing to consider all of these factors. Do you believe a psychiatric forensic specialist will ever analyze him (flesh eating bacteria)? I doubt it. Society does not currently place enough value on the victim's lives to press this issue and/or to force him into treatment unless he commits some heinous crime and it is easily traced back to him…. I stress the words, "EASILY TRACED BACK TO HIM," here are it is obvious to me that anything else will slip through the system's gargantuan cracks. The system is not that interested in prevention. It is focused on inadequately bandaging the problem after lives are ruined or lost. It costs too much to focus on prevention. It takes too much time to manage prevention systems. People are disposable. Isn't life grand?
14) Do you believe even he (flesh eating bacteria) could be salvaged if he received adequate long-term analysis and treatment? You know it's very possible. Again I'm nowhere near qualified to say for sure. However, it is very possible. We will never know for certain unless he gets that long-term treatment and analysis though. Obviously the first prerequisite would have to include, probably a team effort of the following: 1) A psychiatrist. 2) A psychologist 3) A Social Worker. 4) Perhaps a Case Manager. All of these individuals would have to view him realistically fully knowing he is a perpetrator and the graphic details of his acts would have to be honestly revealed. This means his family and others would have to come forward and admit to what he has been doing. His family would likely have to admit it to themselves first! His family and others close to him would have to recognize with a grain of sanity that his pursuit over the years has been entirely sick and unjustified -- without this they will never understand how serious his problems are (yet I believe it is easier for them to blame someone else --- like his victims for his behaviors. This way they don't have to look at how crazy he really is). Then perhaps with long-term treatment he could be salvaged. Perhaps he could lead a meaningful, fulfilling and moral life -- perhaps he could have the normal things others have. However, I truly can't see this ever happening. Few people in general and the system is not into this type of route for prevention of disaster. I doubt those around him would force him into treatment and I can't imagine he'd ever go voluntarily. I also can't imagine he or whoever else knows (beyond his victims) will ever admit to and/or fully disclose what he's spent the past years of his life committing! So obviously it's hopeless. He will continue to throw away his own life and also the lives of others. He is stereotypical DTS and DTO combined. In a way it's really pathetic. It's a waste of so many lives and so much potential. It's sad any way you look at it. Obviously it's enraging as well.
15) So your end conclusion is that it is hopeless? Yes, indeed. This is my honest opinion. It would take too much to change the situation and the participants (on his side of the fence) show no signs of willingness no matter what he does or how he continues to live -- obsessed with his nonsense. They accept him and probably believe him because it would be too painful to look at the way he's throwing his life away and perpetrating without a good reason to do so. They appear to support him, in fact, providing him with resources to make it all easier for him. This is a sick form of family support. Alas, what did I say about genetic predisposition? LOL! Oh, who knows -- whatever will be will be….. At a certain point the only sane thing to do is view it, at least intermittently, with a sense of humor.
By Lady Lost
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