Title: She's Gone
Author: Erin M. Blair
E-Mail: eblair@sonic.net
Classification: VRA--Vignette, Romance, Angst.
Content: Mulder/Scully Romance. MulderAngst.
Character Death.
Spoilers: None.
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Disclaimer: They're not mine. Chris Carter
owns them.
Summary: What would happen if you lose
someone you love?
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SHE'S GONE
Written by: Erin M. Blair
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She's gone.
Today, I lost the most important person in my entire life.
The only woman who stood loyally by my side, through
the good and the bad, for seven years.
Why?
She loved me.
Did I know she loved me when I lost her?
Yes.
Her clear, blue eyes told me that she loved me. As
I watched her face light up with that rare smile,
she knew that I loved her too.
Why did it took us so long to realize how much
we love each other?
I don't know.
I know what you're thinking.
How did I lose her?
It wasn't because of the Cigarette Smoking Man
and his Consortium friends' tactics. I could have
handled that.
It wasn't because of an argument about Diana
Fowley. I could have won her back. I could
have handled that, too.
We weren't shut down. Both of us could have
handled that easily.
She wasn't abducted. At least then, there would
have been a chance for her to come back to
me.
She's dead.
My Scully's dead.
I got the call today, and I'm still in shock. The
news was horrifying. It's absolutely horrifying to
know that she's dead.
I lost the woman who was going to be my wife. Last
week, I had asked her to marry me. She said yes. I
was so happy, but now, she's gone.
She was found beaten, raped, and killed by a car
jacker who had dumped her body in a ditch. For some
reason, her gun wasn't found at the scene. It's so
unlike Scully to not have her gun with her. I
don't know why her gun wasn't found; I think the
car jacker took the gun away from her.
What makes matters worse, it was a killer that I
helped put away during my second case with the
Violent Crimes Unit. He was recently released from
prison, and he found out who I loved.
Scully.
And he killed her.
He knows how much Scully's death devastated
me. Not only did he kill her, he killed me
as well.
I know that's a powerful statement to make,
but it's true. When I found out what he did
to her, I lost part of myself. I always told
Scully how she makes me feel like a whole
person.
Now that she's gone, I don't feel whole.
I lost my soulmate in this world. I
can only hope that in my next life, I'll find
her again.
Then I'll be complete.
END
Author's Notes:
This is the first story to come off my
break from writing. I know that there
might be some people who feel that I
shouldn't have returned. I'm not writing
for those people. I'm writing because I
simply found the love to write again.
Feedback: Only nice, critical feedback. If
you don't like this story, I don't want to
read your flames. If you do flame me, I will
laugh at your expense.
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- Erin Blair
- eblair@sonic.net
- "And if I quit now, they win."
- from the X-Files: Fight the Future Movie