A J & B Story Scenario-3&4
by: Peggy
A Jax and Brenda Scenario #3 "The Wish"
Written by : Peggy
This starts when Jax's guesses that she wants her wish granted. It wasn't cars, money, or even a trip to but a new wardrobe.
All Brenda wanted was for jax's to be the man she always new strong, reckless, handsome (your heart melts) and loving.
When Jax's dad was talking to him. He said that Brenda excited him, pleased him,
challenged him and was just as reckless as him. He already knew that.
Jax's has to remeber that he almost slept with Miranda even though he never did.
He told his dad he could not trust Brenda and that is the most important item in his
relationship with a woman. Brenda didn't really trust him after that but she had had her own secret also. Which Miranda had told Jax's.
After Jax's mum and dad went to their suite for the evening Jax's asked Brenda if she would like to hang out for awhile. Jax's put the radio on her favorite station.
Toni Braxton was on "There is no me without you"
Jas was just getting ready to change the station. Brenda asked him to leave it there. They strarted listening to the music.
There's no me without you
There'sno meaning to life withou youi
Tell me why should I care about doing my hair
When I can't stop the thinking about you
There no moon without you
There's no Saturday nights without you
There's no wlk through the park
No beat in my heart
No I love you. No I can't live without you
You told me eveything would be cool
Said I wouldn't always feel like a wreck
How come the skies are gray
How come me eyes are all red
Why am I alone in my bed
There's no me without you
There's no meaning to life without you
Tell me why should I care about doing my hair
When I can't stop the thinking about you
There's no moon with out you
There's no Saturday nights without you
There's no walk through the park
No beat in my heart
No I love you. No I can't live without you
So blue for for you
So deep in love with you
So hard to say bye-bye
When ypou know how hard i've tried
I.I. tried baby
No No No No
You told me everything would be fine
Why am I losing my mind
How come I feel like a fool
Why do I keep losing you
Why do I love in despair
When you're not there
There's no me without you
There's no meaning to life withou you
Tell me why should I care 'bout doing my hair
When I can't stop thinking about you
There's no moon without you
There's no Saturday nights without you
There's no walk through the park
No beat in my heart
No I live you. No I can't live without you
The end of the song came and Jax's looked at Brenda and she was crying and not just alittle but she was in tears and they were streaming down her face. He justed wanted to go to her a wrap his strong arms around her and make the pain go away.
J: Brenda are you okay
B: Yes, it was just the words in the song I took to heart.
J: Like what?
Brenda started thinking about how she had really hurt him when she left to go to Sonny. Brenda new now that is was her turn to be patient and prove to Jax's that he could trust her again. She could say that she Loved him till she was blue in the face. But Jax's really didn't know how to start trusting her after everything they had been through.
B: The words were statements about how I feel about you. I know that right know I am standing on my own two feet and making my own decesions. But that doesn't mean that I want to stand alone. I know that right klnow that you don't believe me. But Jax's I can honestly say that if Sonny walked in this door and he asked me to go away with him that I wouldn't. I do not want my life like that again. I know that you you can't believe I would do that but someday you will/
J: What have you put my parents up to. Dad sure did plead your case.
B: Nothing. They want to see us together and I did not say anything to them. They know as well as I do that we do belong together and you will know that eventually.
J: Its just that I need to be able to trust you with my heart and I don't know if I can do that.
B: Why?
J: Because you really hurt me do you know that. Brenda I still want you, but wanting you someone and trusting someone are two different things.
B: Jax's I know I have to be the one who waits for you to trust me again. But I still will not stop trying to win your heart back or show you how much you do mean to me and how much I Love You.
B: Do you remember when you were at Ruby's in my room after the first time we had made love and you said that its wasn't a business deal that you expected to be fair. I know now that you should look at it the same way. Now its my turn to try to give you the world. I know that you have money but like you said that you started out with nothing and that made you down to earth. So the little things in life are still impoortant. I not that trust means eveything to you. But remember life is to short to waste it.
J: So was that your wish?
B; I hope that you are not that untrusting forever. Jax's eventually you will have to let someone into your heart again. But I know how much you dislike wasted effort.
So if you do not want the games to continue please let me know. I will stop but only if you can tell me if that you can't wait to see what happens next.
J: I am intrigued. But what if your intentions are a wasted effort. I don't want to pick you up again.
B: Jax's I won't let my life fall to pieces over a man every again. If the man I am trying to get doesn't want me to go after him then he better tell me. If he really does then let the games begin.
After they had talked for alittle longer. He acted like he wanted to go see his parents before bed.
B: Well I guess I will go home but not until I do this. She walks over to him looks up
at those eyes and him in his suit and asked him if he didn't enjoy the chase.
Brenda went to give him a hug. He looked into her face and all he saw was all the
love and sparkle that made him love her in the first place. It was very hard for him to be that close to her without wanting her, caring about her, or even kissing her.
B: Jax's
J: What?
B: Well gotta go. Bye
As Brenda was leaving she was thinking of the next game to play with him. She also thought how hard it was to walk away from him after being that close to him.
Jax's was Brenda's ANGEL.
More next time.
This starts after Brenda comes back with the orchid. Jax was playing the video game. She looked at him and thought this is where she came in the first time.
He wanted to help her the first time around when she was going after Sonny.
This time she wants to help him trust her again. Knowing that his parents didn't
mind if she tried to get him back. In fact there were on her side. John let Jax know that she challenged him, excited him, and pleased him . Jax knew that there were two points between him and her. One was Sonny, the other was trust. He looked into her eyes and all he saw was the love he had for her. He just wasn't sure if it was enough not to get his heart broken again. He was dating Ashley but he knew that she was not the one for him. He knew that htere was only one woman who would take care of his needs as it should be. They sat on the couch in the Penthouse.
B: Jax's I want you to listen to this song I heard please.
J: What song is that.
Brenda put the CD in the CD player it was Michael Bolton "Soul Provider"
Talk about Love
Talk about Trust
Talk about forever baby
When you talk about us
I give you my word
Stick to my guns
Beleive me when I tell ya baby
How we just begun
You don't understand
Na
But a tenth of my plan
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Yaa, Oh my
Baby I wanna stay that way for the longest time
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Just say you'll let me
Darling I will
I will, Yaa
I know you been hurt
I know you're love shy
You don't have to say it baby
Its gonna take sometime
You got my heart in the palm of your hand
Its where it is gonna stay there baby
Give me half a chance
You don't understand
No
But a tenth of my plan
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Yaa, Oh my
I wanna stay that way for the longest time
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Just say you'll let me
Darling I will
Cause your waiting for love darling
What a matter like you
Give my love all my love to yaa baby
Just say you'll be mine for the rest of your life
Baby I'll show you how
Cause I wanna be soul provider
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Honey I want to stay that way for the longest time
Baby I wanna be, be your soul provider
Baby I wanna be soul provider
Talk about love and trust.
The song finished. Brenda went over and turned the Cd player off. She then went to sit on couch close but not close enough to him to try and confuse him.
B: Do you understand what the song meant?
J: Yes, But Brenda tell me what it means to you.
B: It means that I want you to trust me Jax's so that I can show you that I want to be your soul provider. Besides you know I am.
J: Do I know
B: Jax's, I know trust is the most important thing to you . I want to gain your trust again. You were there for me after my breakdown as a friend. You never faltered
I know that you put distant between us after your showed up at the honeymoon suite after Sonny left me at the altar. You told me that no matter what you would be there for me. Even after my accident you brought me flowers from the ends of the earth. I didn't realize it at the time but you cared for me more than just a friend. It will always be that way. I just want to show you that you can trust me.
You let me fly and make my own decision even when you thought it was a bad idea to get me out of the hospital yopu did it because you could stand to see me confined. I got back on my feet and really had to take a hard look at what I was doing to myself, Robin and you. I was hurting all of us with my obession. But ypou let me stand and I finally took control again of my life. I am not letting any man rule my life I just want you in it. I need you in it. But if you decide not to be my husband again I will understand. I won't like it but I will respect your decision.
J: You have given me alot ot think about. I will think long and hard.
Brenda walked up to him as close as she could get so that the only thing that was holding them apart was one strand of hair.
B: Please don't wait to long. I will keep trying because I know you are having fun right along with me.
Brenda gave him alittle kiss on the cheek and said
B: See Yaa later
J: Bye
More to come hope you liked this one I know that it somewhat short but I had to Copy the words for the song by playing the song over and over again but I thought that this song fit the situation they are in right now.