A J & B Story Scenario-5

by: Peggy

This starts in the here and now. Brenda is trying to get Jax's back. It's been a hard road to where they have gotten. Jax's is not able to trust Brenda in the love she says she has for him. Brenda is doing everything in her power to show Jax's that she wants him back and if it takes the rest of her life to prove that to him she will.

Brenda is at the cottage and has decided to call Lady Jayne and ask her if she could use the Malibu house she has been very tired lately since she has been trying to win Jax's back and she just needs to get away for alittle while to relax and figure her next move. Brenda remembers one thing Jax's had said on the plane ride back from when they came from Malibu. It was that if Sonny did not know where she was that it would drive him crazy. So Brenda decided that maybe if she was around persuing him he might wonder if something was wrong with her.

B: Lady Jayne, I would like to know if I could use the Malibu house for some R & R.

LJ: It would be my pleasure to let you use the Malibu house but that is Jax's house not the families. But if you would like to use it. I will call and tell Charles you are coming in. I can get away with letting Charles know that you need to get away and would like to use. I will also let him know that he need not let Jax's know what is going on.

B: Thank you, I need to get away and figure my next move. But I just want to go somewhere we have been together it might help me think of my next step..

LJ: Let me call Charles and I will call you back soon to let you know what is happening. How are you getting there. How about if I send the jet for you.

B: That would be great then there would not be any record of me taking a commercial plane. I would like that very much. Thank You.

They hung but about one hour later Lady Jayne called back and stated that everything was set and the jet would pick her up at 10:00 am the next morning and take her to the Malibu house. There would also be a car waiting for her at the airport

in California. Brenda thanked Lady Jayne and hung up.

The next day Brenda was on the jet and all she could think about was Jax and her on the plane all the other times and where they went together. She also thought about the betrayal she had did to Jax's. Almost marrying a man that would have ruined her life. She couldn't believe it herself that she was ready to give up everything to run off with Sonny. She was somewhat glad that it didn't work out with Sonny and that she had found her way back to Jax's. But she didn't know how to show him that she really loved him and only him.

Brenda got to California and just as Lady Jayne had promised there was a car waiting for her. It was Charles in the Rolls Royce. He took her to the Malibu house where Brenda decided to take a nap.

Meanwhile in Port Charles Jax felt something was off when normally Brenda showed up to try another scheme on him. Jerry was there and he could tell that Jax's was thinking about Brenda. He had that look.

Jerry: Hey Little brother what are you thinking about that model of yours.

J: No I was thinking about how we are going to squash Jason Morgan.

Jerry: Sure, You do have the hots for that model. Your a goner.

J: I am not.

Jerry: Well I remember what you said that if you get to the point and want to marry her I will get you out of town.

J: Thank you.

Jax's start to think about Brenda and all the good times they had together. He realized just how much he missed her and wanted her to stay in his life. But he knew it would just be good fritnds and nothing else. although his thoughts drifted back to her and all the hugs and kisses they had had. Jax's wondered why he hadn't heard from her today. Jax's got ready to call the cottage. He called the cottage and Robin answered.

J: Robin do you know where Brenda is?

R: No I don't she was out of here early this morning. All I have is a note that states she would be back in a couples of days. But she did not say where she was going.

J: Thanks I guess I will have to track her down.

R: Is anything wrong?

J: No, I just wondered why I heard from her today with all the schemes she has cooked up lately I expected her to be at my doorstep this morning.

R: Sorry, Jax I could not help you. But if I hear from her I will call you and let you know. BYE

J: Bye

Meanwhile in Malibu Brenda was just waking up from her nap. She decided to take a walk on the beach it was sunset. She got down to the beach and she could remember was that she loved him with all her heart and what he looked like when he got out of the water when they were here together. It made her feel so sad inside that she started crying. As the sun was setting in California the colors of the sky were beautiful. Brenda decided she should call Jax's just so he wouldn't wonder where she was. She had not planned to tell him where she was just that she was okay and that she would be back in a couple of days. Brenda walked up to the house. She proceeded to call Jax's on his cell phone.

B: Jax's. I just wanted to call to say that not to worry I am okay I just needed to get away for awhile. I have felt tired lately and just needed some R & R.

J: Where are you Brenda? I would just like to know that you are safe.

B: I really don't want to say where I am. Just know that I am getting some much needed R & R. I will be back in a couple of days rested and ready for another try at a second chance. Jax's, I love you. I need for you to believe that with all my heart I

realized that loving you is the only thing that I want or need. You are my life, my heart, my soul, you are my everything.

J: Brenda are you sure you are okay. Why don't you tell me where you are and I will come to you.

B: no, I just need sometime to think. Maybe I should just give up on us and let you go before I start my obession on you. Liked I did on Sonny. At least then you would have a chance at happiness without me. I better go this is long distance and I don't want to run the phone bill up.

J: Brenda I want to see you for myself to make sure you are okay. Just tell me where you are?

B: I got to call I will call later. Bye

Jax's is left holding the phone and wondering where she is. Jerry walks into the room and Jax's has a funny look on his face.

Jerry: Jax's whats going on?

J: Brenda just called she sounded so distance and I think there is something wrong. I need to know where she is. Will you help me find her.

Jerry: Jax's I thought you wanted distance between you and her.

J: Not this much distance. I need to know that she is okay and safe. Right know I don't think she is safe.

Jerry: Ok where do we start?

J: Okay she said that it was long distance.

Jerry: Call the phone company and find out where the call came from.

J: good Idea. Jax's called the phone company and they stated that the last phone call that came in on this phone originated in California. Malibu to be exact. Jax's thanked the girl on the other end of the phone line and hung up.

Jerry: So did you find out where she was?

J: Yes and I am one the way.

Jerry: Do you want me to go with?

J: No, I think I can handle this myself.

Jax's gets up to pack a bag. Within minutes he is ready to go. He calls the airport and asks them to fuel and get ready his plane. He would be at the airport in about 15 minutes. He hung the phone up grabbed his bag and got ready to go.

Jerry: You are not going to do something stupid like propose are you?

J: Don't be absurd. I just want to make sure that she is okay.

Jax's go to the airport and takes off in search of Brenda in Malibu.

Meanwhile in Malibu Brenda decided to go and take the same walk that her and Jax's had on the brides. It was a beautiful day. She remebered after her accident that they had walked and talked for many hours. He believed in her then. He really

wanted to be with her and only her. Brenda could not help from crying and wanting him there with her. But she knew that she couldn't ask that of him. She needed to work this out for herself. She remembered being in the row boat and him stating that he could do things for and wanted to without asking anyhthing in return at least not yet. She knew that he was treating her like a princess. It was beginning to be night in the great state of California. She knew that she needed to get back to the house. She had no intention of eating right know. With all the thoughts she had been thinking about she remembered sitting out by the pools and reflecting on the time they had shared there.

Jax's was getting ready to set down in California. He knew it would not take long to get to the house in Malibu. He rented a car and drove there. Charles greeted him when he arrived and asked if Brenda was here. Charles let him know that she was out by the pools.

J: Charles I do not want her to know I am here yet. Can you please have Anna fix us some dinner. Tell her I would really appreciate it. Thank you Charles.

Jax went to put his bag on the bed and noticed that one of his shirts was missing.

He knew that she was wearing it. All he wanted to do was gather her up and tell her

that he loved her. But that still wouldn't fix the problems they had between them.

Mostly Sonny, and trusting her again was one of the hardest things he would have to do. Jax went to the window and looked at her sitting there so sad and alone. He

just wanted to take the pain away. He wasn't sure if she wass thinking of him or Sonny. But he knew that the only reason she would come back here would be to

think about them, together whe he took her on the shopping spree and how lovely she looked in that red suit. He decided to call the shop that thaey had bought the suit at. They were still open. He had it delivered. He then went to lay it on her bed.

She was still out by the pools when he finally went to talk to her. He had to look at her just one more time through the window and noticed she was gone. But she was not in the house because he would have heard her. He went outside and noticed that she was down on the beach. He went down to the beach to go to her.

J: Brenda.

B: Jax, what are you doing here and how did you find out where I was.

J: I called the phone company to see where the call originated from. I came to make sure my princess was okay.

B: You still consider me your princess after everything I have put you through Jax's.

J: You will always be my princess no matter what happens between us. Lets go for a walk on the beach.

B: Okay, but are you sure that is what you want. I do not want you to do anything that you do not want to.

J: I want to go for a walk with you on this beach right now.

Jax and Brenda walk for hours and talk about all the time they had spent here for that week after her accident. How great the shopping spree was and the walk in the park. Also when they drove to the top of the mountain to look out over the city. They began to walk back to the house.

J: Brenda, I want you to get dressed for dinner. I had Anna fix us some dinner. I want to make it special. This is our special place to be. By the way how did you get here I tryed to find a commercial airline that had your name. They had no record

of you taking a comercial flight. How did you get in the house also.

B: I called your mom and asked her if I could come here because I needed to get away. She said it was okay even though you owned the house. She also said I could you the jet to get here. Jax's I didn't want to ask you if I could come here. I

Didn't want you to think that it was another scheme to get you here with me.

J: Don't you know it drove me crazy not knowing where you were.

B: It was not my intention to do that. I just needed to let you go. Even if you wanted to date Ashely. But Jax's know this I Love you very much. I want you to be happy and if that means with someone else so be it. I just want you to be sure that this is what you want and not just because I want it.

J: I do want to be here with you and no one else. This is our special place. You are the only woman I have brought here. You know I had this built after Miranda died because I wanted to feel connected to Australia where my roots are. You know that

I would have let you come here with no questions asked. All you had to do was ask me.

B: I felt like I could not ask that of you. So that is why I asked you mom.

Both went to there separate bedrooms to dress for dinner. When Brenda walked in her room she noticed that there was something on the bed. She went to the bed and it was the red suit he had bought her on the trip here last time. She was thinking how he got her red suit here. But all she could think about was how much she enjoyed the last time she wore it. She got dressed in the suit and proceeded

down stairs. When she got to the bottom of the stairs she could only see candles

illuminating the whole house. She went to stand outside by the pools while she was waiting for Jax's. He found her standing outside without the blazer on and she was getting cold. He went to her and handed her a glass of champagne and also the warmth of his arms around her. They stood there looking out at the ocean and the sunset together in each others arms.

B: Jax's is this what you want right know and right here.

J: I want you to stop worrying about what I want. What do you want?

B: I want you in my life forever. I want to be with here with you right know and right here. I Love you so much it hurts.

J: Brenda I do not know what will happen for here but I do know that I want you in my life. Whether it be best friends or Lovers but I do know that I can't fear life for

ever. I need to go on. I want to go one with you.

Brenda turned to look into his eyes and she saw was that twinkle that only Jax's could get in his eyes when he looked at her. They proceeded to eat. After dinner he went and found a CD to put on the CD Player. He out on Celion Dion Cd "Lets Talk about Love" They danced, laughed and drank champagne. It was really late when they decided it was time to go to bed. They said goodnight and went to there respective bedrooms. Brenda got dressed in one of his shirts that she had taken out of closet early in the day. All she could think about was the evening she had had with him. Jax was in his room thinking almost similar thoughts when he heard this scream that was so loud that he had to find out where it came from. He heard another scream when he went out his door and found that it was coming form Brenda's room. He went to her room and she was having a nightmare. He could hear her say NO. I can't believe that Jax's is dead NO NO it's not tru I won't believe.

Jax's went to Brenda and started to hold her to tell her everything was alright. Brenda had not woke up yet. She started to cry out of control. she kept saying NO NO I don't believe. Jax kept telling her it was ok.

J: Brenda wake up. It is okay. I am here. I am here.

Brenda finally woke up from the horrible dream and hugged Jax's so close that he

couldn't hardly breath. Brenda finally calmed downed and there were tears streaming down her face. Jax's faced her and asked if she wanted to talk about the nightmare she had had. He wiped the tears from her face with his hand. he could see how heart broken she was. At that moment all he wanted to do was make the hurt, and pain go away out of her face. She looked up at him with that little girl face she had and she looked into his ocean blue eyes.

B: I had a nightmare about your plane going down and that you were dead. There was no wreckage left to try and find your body. The plane had exploded on impact.

I was so scared. I just could handle you dying.

J: I heard you . You kept saying NO NO I won't believe he is dead.

B: I was saying that?

J: Yes, Brenda are you okay know. I am here I am alive. I am flesh and blood.

B: I know but it just seemed so real.

J: How would you like it if I stayed with you till you went to sleep.

B; I would love that. Please.

Jax held Brenda till she went to sleep but at that same time he fell asleep to. He was holding her. Brenda was fast asleep when Jax started to have a dream. He started to toss and turn. Brenda turned to him and she heard him say. Please don't go I need you. Brenda don't go. NO NO I won't hurt you to keep you but I love you.

Brenda looked at Jax even though he was sleeping he was crying. Brenda tryed to wake him up but she failed.

B: Jax's wake you were having a nightmare.

Just then Jax woke up and kissed Brenda with every bone in his body he wanted her. He kissed her so hard that she couldn't breath. Then a moment went by and he realized what he had done. He looked at her she looked so scared. Not of him but for him.

B: Jax's are you okay.

J: I am better than okay. I love you. I need you. I want you. Do you remember that day in corrider at my penthouse when I told you that I was the man that could make you Happy. Well, You are the only woman that can make me happy. You excite me, you challenge me, and you are the only woman who has got to me like this. Not even Miranda did this to me. Brenda I don't want to make this choice lightly

but I want to be able trust you again. Can we do that.

B: I want you just as much Jax's. I need you. I love you too. But I don't want you to want me if you think that it is wrong, asnd that you can trust me.

They lay there holding each other in there arms. Jax's looked at Brenda which had a single tear coming down her face. He wiped it away and asked her why she was crying.

B: I am crying because when I came here I had no plan of you being here with me.

I had no idea that you were just a heartbeat away from me. That we would be here

in the same bed again. I had dreams about it . But I never dreamed that it would be here where we started and that my dream would come true. Jax's don't leave me.

Please. Just hold me. I want you to hold me till morning in those strong arms of yours.

Brenda and Jax's laid in bed holding each and making love to each like they had the first time when they were in her room above Kelly's. They nerver left the bed till

the next afternoon. Jax found Brenda out at the pools that afternoon when he had woke up and she was not there in bed with him. All she had on was one of his shirts that she had worn to bed the night before. All he had on was a pair of boxer the ones with hearts on them. He loved to wear them because she gave them to him for Valentines Day when they were together. But she noticed something on his finger that was not there before. He came up behind her and held her in his arms.

J: I missed when I woke up and you were not there. I needed to find you to know that last night was not a dream and that it was real.

B: It was real Jax. I am here and I am not going anywhere but in your arms. What do you have on your finger.

Jax got down on one knee and asked Brenda for her hand in marriage. I Love You Brenda. I don't want to lose you again. Will you marry me.

B: Jax's are you sure that you want to marry me. Even with all our baggage from the past.

J: It will stay in the past this time. We will not let anything or anyone come between us this time. Remember know one leaves.

B: Jax's I will marry you again, again, and again if you will have me.

Jax then placed the engagement ring that Lady Jayne had given to Jax to give to Brenda during their first encounter with his parents on her finger.

J: I want you more than I ever could dream it is possible to want another person.

I want you to happy with me and make lots of children.

B: How did you know exactly what I was thinking.

They stood there holding each other and watching the sunset. Jax gathered her up in his strong arms and took her to bed to show her that He wanted to give to her his

love and trust again. To be there with her meant that he loved her with every beat of his heart. His heart was hers again and that love went to the very essence of his soul. He made sure that she knew all of this by his touch.

When they finally decided to get out bed the first thing that Brenda asked of Jax's was to call his parents and tell them that they were back together, because she didn't want to leave them out of this, this time. She wanted them to be a part of the love that she had for their son. Jax's knew all along that this was their destiny to be

together forever.

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