*Letting Go* Chapter 26

by Shani

Brenda tossed a check on the bar of the Outback.
"I need for you to be prepared...on retainer or whatever it's called."
"For what?" Mac asked as he picked up the check.
"I might need for you to help me track down my sister."
"Julia?"
"Yeah. I call and let you know by tomorrow." she said and walked out.

Jax sat at the table in the PC Grill and waited. But soon his lunch guest arrived.
"Dara. On time as usual." he said with a smile.
But Dara didn't return his smile. "If we have to call you as a witness, Jason's lawyer will tear you apart. This is pretty good motive to fabricate all the things you gave me about your brother and Jason." she said as she tossed a folder on the desk.
"What's this?" he asked as he picked up the file. But as he leafed through he didn't need her to answer. Jax threw the file back on the table and looked at Dara, all of the color drained out of his face.
"You didn't *know*?" She asked. But his expression was all the answer she needed.
"It's a lie." Jax said after a second, his eyes lighting up again at the thought. "There's no way my family would keep this from me."
"Jax, it's all right here. Pictures...everything."
He got up and tossed some money on the table. "It's a lie. I'll have proof for you tonight. You worry too much. Have a great lunch. My treat." he smiled at her one last time and left.
When he got back to the penthouse he picked up the phone and paged Jerry. Then he sat down and waited.
About 10 minutes later he called.
"How close are you to finding Julia?" Jax asked. Deal with the important stuff first, and then he would deal with the nonsense.
"She was allegedly sent away on a business trip at the last minute to Australia of all places. That's where I'm on my way to. But Sonny's still in London."
"Good. So who's out to get you now?"
"What?"
"I saw some pictures of someone who looked like you with someone who looked like Miranda...before the accident."
Jerry was quiet.
"And by the recorded date of the pictures it was months before I introduced you to her. Someoen went through an awful lot of trouble to do it. It's amazing what can be done with computers and such...Jerry?"
"What?"
"And then there were notes from someone with Miranda's handwriting...on Cassadine letterhead of all things...love letters to you. And some letters in your handwriting on your personal stationary to her....I mean, if I didn't know better. You know the saying if it looks like a duck and talks like a duck..." Jax's voice trailed off as he waited for his brother to offer an explantion.
And finally he got one.
"I met Miranda when Stefan brought her on vacation. You know the kinds of vacation where really all it is is people making buisness contacts for a week. I remember looking at her and my first thought was that she looked so lonely so I walked over and introduced myself....anyway this was when dad still maintained most of the control of everything; and you were still in school. So he brought me along, mainly to show me the ropes. Anyway that night Stefan had buisness to attend to one evening so Miranda had the evening to herself. She came to me and asked if I wanted to escort her around...she had never been to France before. So I spent all evening with her...I fell in love that night. You know how it is. One day love is the last thing on your mind and the next it's all you can think about. But she was engaged to Stefan. At the end of the week we exchanged addresses and we used to write to each other. She would write to me through dad, but you know he never checked the mail first. So whenever I saw
something with the Cassadine emblem I would open it first. And then I would send my letters to her school and she had a friend who would hand deliver them. This went on for months. And one day, on a business trip in Greece, I went to where she lived...in the guest house of the Cassadines. And I convinced her to walk out of there. She never came back. We went down to Australia and got engaged." Jerry waited for Jax to speak. But he didn't say anything so he continued. "By the time I called, mom and dad already knew. That's when they sent you to come find me. But I came back, and I left her there. I came back to say goodbye because she and I were planning to run away together. But I couldn't leave without saying goodbye to you. So I waited for you to come back, and you did. With Miranda."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Jax asked quietly.
"Because you were already married. And Miranda had somehow convinced Stefan not to retaliate against you. So I just let it go."
"Why didn't you tell me later. It's been years."
"Because I didn't think it mattered anymore."
"Would it have mattered to you?"
Jerry didn't answer.
"That's what I thought" Jax said and hung up the phone.

Shani