TITLE: Confessions of Love
AUTHOR: CB Files
RATING: PG
SPOILERS: None
TYPE: Major(!!!) Mulder-angst, MSR
SUMMARY: An expression of feelings finally occurs.
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CONFESSIONS OF LOVE
NOVEMBER 21, 2003
"Scully, there's something that I've wanted to tell
you for a long time. I should've told you sooner but I
was always afraid of exposing my heart. Guess you
could say I haven't had the greatest track record in
that department which is why this is so difficult. You
are so different from all the other women I've known
in my life. It would have been so easy to fall in love
with you--if I'd let myself. I tried to convince
myself that my 'quest' for the truth was a good enough
excuse not to let you in. I was so wrong...I am so
lucky to have had you by my side for all these years,
Dana. We both played our little mind games to push one
another away but they never actually worked, did they?
In actuality, all they did was make us that much more
dependent upon each other. My love for you was
inescapable. I realized it that day in my hallway, but
you were taken from me again. I should've told you
when I found out after that, but the situation was so
difficult and awkward. We both knew what was there,
and yet we remained silent. I knew you were jealous of
Diana, Scully. You tried to be civil and professional
when regarding her but I saw through it. My
stubborness kicked in and I foolishly defended her.
She won't bother us anymore though...I made sure of
that. I love you so much, Scully. I hope you can
forgive me for taking so long to let you inside. You
are my life. You've been my life for the past ten
years. I want you to always be there at my side. It
would kill me to have to go on without you."
As the tears flow freely down my cheeks I place a
soft, gentle kiss upon his lips.
"Please know that no matter what you're answer is to
this, I will never forget the love you allowed me to
experience.
Love Always,
Mulder"
"I love you too, Mulder. I'm sorry I wasn't ever able
to show you just how much I care for you." I look at
his beautiful face one last time wanting to keep the
peaceful picture of the man in front of me in my mind
forever. As I turn to go to the car, I hear the casket
close.
THE END
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