If You Only Knew How I Feel
Part. 1

"We are just all just kilobytes of data,
of our shadow selves. In this world"

A/N: ::Blinks:: o.o =.= O.O Hey peeps! Um like, I didn't feel like continuing Digital Destiny for right now. So um like, hang with me here. And of course for my greatest fans (PikaCheeka! And shtuff) you all know my work is very short. Infact this Authors Note might be longer than the story itself. ^_^;; Anywhoo lets get on with the show!

Disclaimer: Um I dont own Digimon, because if I did I would'nt have given the digimon such corny names like Starmon, and Deputymon and such. Also I would have Taiora in every episode! =P @ Sorato and Michi fans.

"We are not normal at all,
theres is no such thing as normal.
For everything is unique,
and awkward in its own way."

Koushiro tapped away on his labtop. The boy from Odaiba, Japan was a genius. But nonetheless, even geniuses have things to figure out about the big computer game of life. He was hooked on the internet, like some force was pulling him into it. Ever since he found out he was adopted, he tried so hard to find a way to get away, from the pain, misery, and all that other crap life throws at you. He was constantly updating his webpage, uploading and downloading and such. He took a glimpse at the morning sky, the birds were chirping and the clouds had gone. The sun's rayz beat on his body, but it was not hot at all, the humidity was low and he had been sitting under a tree earlier. He then looked back at his labtop's screen. Typed in prodigius and was now connected to the internet. He searched around the screen

"You've got mail" Said a voice coming from his computer

"Hmmm... That's intersting, I didn't put anyone named AngelGrl44 in my address book." Said Koushiro, staring at the name and subject, "Hi just checked you profile, just wanted ta know if you wanted to chat." It read.

Koushiro then clicked on his buddy list , and added AngelGrl44. He then double clicked on her name.

"Hey, just got your email. Wanna chat?" Said the chestnut haired boy

"Yeah, so whatsup?" Replied the person on the other end

"The sky is up of course" Said koushiro, smiling happily that he finally had someone to talk with

" ::Giggles:: " She typed in

Koushiro smiled to himself

"So whats your name?" Koushiro asked, typing in the words

"Aren't we the personal type?" She replied

"Yes" He entered

" ::Giggles:: Well, I think it's too soon for me to give you my name. Maybe if we get to know each other a lil bit more, first." She typed in. "First, how old are you?" She asked

"Um, 14" Koushiro typed in

"Now, give me a description of yourself" She typed in once more

"Well, I have chestnut brown hair and eyes, Im around 5"3 and live in Odaiba Japan."

"Did you say Odaiba, Japan." Asked the person on the other line "I knew a boy there once. He's probably moved by now. It's been so long since I've seen him. He used to have the cutest rugged brown hair"

Suddenly a sound came up out of Koushiro's labtop. It was like a door creaking or something

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You have an IM from CourageYagami1019
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Do you Accept? |_Yes___No___Ignore___|

Koushiro clicked Yes. And started tapping the keyboard once more

"Hey Taichi, whats-up?" Koushiro asked

"Argh! It's Sora! You know that hair clip I gave her for her birthday? Well she got PO'ed at me for giving it to her! First I gave her the clip for her present, then she said Why did you give me this, do you not like my hair as it is. And then I said that I couldn't tell because she was always wearing that stupid hat all the time. And then there was some running, and chasing and banging and bashing and the sound of dishes being broken. She got mad at me for calling it a stupid hat! I mean jeez! Talk about itemizing things!" It took Taichi several minutes to write this while Koushiro had to wait patiently for Taichi's slowness, also forgetting about AngelGrl44

"He should've tooken those Type To Learn classes." Said Koushiro, muttering to himself.

"Well, anyways im now stuck without the best friend I made when I was 8 years old and next to that, nothing." Said Taichi

"Well..." Koushiro was typing, When he was suddenly cut off by another IM

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You have an IM from LoveTakenouchi1019
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Do you Accept? |_Yes___No___Ignore___|

Koushiro, being the kind person he was, was about to take on to flamers. He clicked Yes and was about to type something when he noticed that AngelGrl44 had just went offline.

"Aw man!" He said to himself "Oh well..."

"Argh! That Taichi makes me so mad! I wish I could a rose with sharp thorns at him!"

Koushiro sighed as he tried to cool the air between those two

"Well, Taichi says he's sorry. He really didn't mean to call your hat 'stupid'" Said Koushiro, typing as fast as he could

"Argh! Did you talk to him already! He has me on block doesnt he!" Said Sora

"Well um yes, I mean no! No no no no no no!" Said Koushiro, repeating the words no.

Then the power to Koushiro's labtop had gone dead.

"Wha?" Said Koushiro "It's just been one thing after another lately!"

He then started walking back towards his house. When he suddenly spotted a girl with the oddest cowboy-pink hat on. He walked upto her slowly

"Mimi Tachikawa?" He said

"Excuse me?" Said the girl turning around. It was definetly not Mimi

"Oh I'm sorry, I thought you were someone else" Said Koushiro

"Ooooh Kay" Said the girl, turning around, she continued talking to her friends about some jock in underpants or something of that sort.

When he finally got home his parents greeted him as he slowly came into his bedroom. He jumped on the bed and sank into his pillow. Looking up at the ceiling he pondered about the girl on the internet he had met this afternoon. He sighed and slowly drifted into a pleasent sleep.