HI My name is Mary (Matt). I have two passions in my life, crossdressing and bondage. I guess you need a little more then this about me. I am 31 years old and luckily I am only 5'4" tall (short for a man but perfect for crossdressing) and my weight (I work hard to keep the weight off) is average for a woman of my height. I live in a quiet neighbor in Hillsboro Oregon on a dead end street. I have never told anyone about this part of my life. I do not go out really when I am crossdressed because I don't think it is safe by ones self. I do go for drives late at night. Well on occasion I have made a couple day trips. The day trips are more exciting. I can see if anyone is out before I open my garage door and drive off but coming home once I turn down my street I am committed and if someone is out they will see me. I keep to myself and really only talk to the lady across the street from me. At night I will go through get some fast food and usually go through the drive through. I guess I will start with crossdressing because that came first.
I have always had a fascination with women's clothes, high heel shoes, and makeup. Growing up I would watch my sisters (I have two) in her dresses and playing with her makeup and wish I could. I was 10 years old the first time I dressed up. My parents for Halloween always took us to the party at the community's center because it was a safe place and already planed. My sisters one is 4 years older and the other 6 years older then me decided that for Halloween they should dress me up as their little sister. I put up a little argument but inside I was jumping for joy. They dressed me up like snow white with the big ball gown and heels and even put makeup on me. I was in heaven that night. I could not get over how I felt, it was even better then I had thought. This was the only time my sisters ever dressed me up. Over the next few years I would when I could put on some of my sisters clothes and play with their makeup but never really dressed again till I was in college.
In college (WSU) I had a small apartment and used this to dress at home. This is when I discovered bondage. I was taking a psychology class and we had to write a paper on human behavior. I of course wrote mine on crossdressing. There was another student and she wrote hers on bondage. It was very good and I found it fascinating. I found over the next few nights I kept dreaming about being tied up so I decided to try it. I tied myself up with a piece of rope and lay on my bed imagine I had been taken captive. I love the feeling so much that the next day I went out and bought a pair of handcuffs. Bondage became the big part of my life and for a few months I didn't even think about crossdressing. It was probably 3 months before I thought about putting the two together. That's the great thing about crossdessing and bondage. They go together. Now I can dress up as Mary go and get my fast food then come back home and tie myself up on the couch and watch TV. |
